..uPs n doWn$..

Selamat tinggal Ramadhan...

2011-08-29T20:41:00.002+08:00

Terlalu singkat ramadhan kali ini.

ke seismic vessel 2 minggu.

2 minggu di office dgn rutin kerja yg menusuk jiwa.

hmm...hilangnya nikmat kelapangan masa.

hidup tidak selalunya indah dan mudah.

Rindu pada Ramadhan..jumpa lagi tahun hadapan.=)

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf zahir batin.

p & A ?

2011-07-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

Adakah patut 'Plug & Abandone' saja blog ini?

or...Plug & Suspend?

it has been too long since i last wrote in this blog.

working has me turn into a career woman with no life.

i don't do shopping as much.

i don't go travel or sightseeing as much..though i'd really like to go to bird's park! pls someone bring me there pls.

i rarely balik kg...'just got back from terengganu mode' i miss my room..my small house..my parents...2 days holiday obviously not enough for me

but i can't take leave too much..as ive lots of things to do in office..

ive so many things to learn...

i may need to go offshore when required..

the conclusion is..dont really have much time to chill and write a blog.=)

but i love this blog too much that i just cant simply plug & abandone it.

goodnite love..

Jom shopping buku @bookcafe

2011-04-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

*sergio with my new books.RM34.80 including postage+discount

Salam and hi to all.

Pernah dgr bookcafe? Online bookstore.

Skrg mmg dah berlambak2 online bookstore kan.

And buku2 di atas bukanlah buku yang pertama dibeli online.

" 1. Ku damba Cintamu Ya Rasulullah- author: NIK MUHAMMAD NASRI NIK MALIK

2. Rancang Wang Dari Sekarang- author: PAKDI

check this out: http://www.pakdi.net/ "

Tapi rasanya yg paling best price, packaging and very fast delivery.

Since aku skrg kat Kuala Terengganu..and mmg x dapatlah berjalan2 ke BOOK FAIR kat PWTC kan.

Shopping kat bookcafe pun ok jgkla.

TAPI...ada tapinya..tapi buku2 yg ada limited to PTS publication only....mmg ada byk buku..tapi bukan semua buku g kita nak ada..

Actually skrg byk dah publisher yg buat online bookstore..so just google nama publisher je.

Kenapa tak beli dgn MPH online? mcm2 ada.

yep2...mmg btul tapi sajalah kdg2 publisher buat sale ada discount few %.

kalau beli dgn MPH online biasanya mmg nett price. gitulah cerita nya.

WISHLIST:

1. A Doctor in the House: The Memoirs of Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad.

2. Sultan Muhammad Al Fateh

3. Salahuddin Al Ayyubi

Layang-layang petang

2011-04-22T21:44:00.008+08:00

Last weekend, my sister balik kampung...so petang2 bawak la kanak2 pegi pantai main layang2..

Teringat zaman kanak2 dulu..selalu main2 mcm ni with cousins..hehe.sekarang zaman anak2 pulak..anak2?ops.

these pictures were taken at the beach near my house..seberang takir punya pantai..agak tak berjaga..byk wood debris n sampah sarap. jadi jgn fokus bahagian bawah gambar..fokus bahagian langit aje k.

25 mac 2011

2011-03-25T21:17:00.007+08:00

Tahun ini tiada sambutan seperti tahun2 lepas. Tahun ini aku sendiri pun tak ingat tentang 25 mac..tarikh yg sentiasa aku tunggu2 setiap tahun yg dulu. sejak masuk ke Curtin university..25 mac sentiasa punya keunikan tersendiri hasil ingatan sahabat2.=). Kini genap 23 tahun aku di muka bumi Allah ini. Syukur alhamdulillah terlalu banyak nikmat yg Allah bagi pada diri ini.

Tahun ini adalah yg paling istimewa bagi aku. Dengan izin Allah, mak n abah bawa aku bersama untuk menunaikan umrah. Aku dengan sendirinya merasakan bahawa ini adalah hadiah hari jadi yg terbaik yg pernah aku peroleh.Thank you Allah.

"Para tetamu jemputan Allah dan rasul yg dihormati sekalian"

Gelaran mutawif kepada kami, para jemaah setiap kali beliau memulakan bicara. dan setiap kali itulah hati bergetar merasakan betapa bertuahnya jasad dan hati ini berada di tanah suci.

Mungkin bagi orang lain, pergi umrah bukanlah apa2. baik bercuti ke Eropah, Australia atau New Zealand..atau mana2 lagi lah. Tapi bagi aku ini adalah pengalaman pertama yg sentiasa membuat aku rindu pada tempat itu. Selalu aku doa kan di sana agar ini bukanlah peluang yg terakhir. Moga dijemput lagi pada masa akan dtg.

Kami sekeluarga bukan lah berpoket besar...boleh pergi umrah pada bila2 masa saja. Penantian bertahun-tahun..beserta doa dan usaha untuk mengumpul wang semata2 untuk umrah. Kita lihat, pada akhir zaman ini..ramai yg punya rumah dan kereta besar..wang berkepuk2..tapi belum terbuka hatinya untuk ke sana...Kadang kala...ada yg sudah berniat untuk kesana...tetapi ada saja halangannya..tetapi sekurang-kurangnya, niatnya sudah ada kan..

Berada di university Baitullah banyak mendidik jiwa ini bahawa tiada yg lebih berkuasa selain Allah swt. setiap sesuatu yg berlaku adalah di atas kuasa Allah, dan bahawa kita manusia hanya mampu merancang. Mungkin ini adalah statement biasa yang semua orang tahu, tetapi di sana segalanya lebih jelas dan nyata. Pembelajaran di sana bukanlah untuk di aplikasikan di sana saja, tetapi untuk dibawa pulang sebagai ilmu untuk menjadikan diri lebih baik lagi. Tidak kurang ramai jemaah yg pergi dan pulang ke tanah air tanpa sedikit perubahan sekalipun. Berdoalah semoga diri tidak termasuk dalam golongan itu.

Banyak pengalaman di sana yg mendidik hati dan jiwa. jikalau dikongsi mungkin berbuku-buku jadinya. Adalah yg terbaik andai jiwa2 yg ingin ke sana meluangkan masa membca buku-buku berkaitan sejarah Makkah dan Madinah. Selain itu, buku 'Travelog Haji'; mengubah sempadan iman' nukilan Prof Kamil adalah sebuah diary haji penulis yang digarap dgn mudah dan jelas.

Samada ia mampu mengubah sempadan iman tau tidak, itu terpulanglah kepada hati-hati yang membacanya. I really like this book. Pengalaman prof bagi aku adalah suatu yg tidak ternilai harganya. buat panduan, buat ikutan.insyaAllah.

Bagaimana Menyentuh Hati?

2011-01-29T16:03:00.003+08:00

Buku 'Bagaimana Menyentuh Hati' nukilan Abbas As-Siisiy pastinya sangat masyhur di kalangan penggerak dakwah.

Jelas, mudah, dan sangat realistik menyentuh hampir semua permasalahan dan juga kondisi2 dakwah.

Salah satu darinya ialah isu 'perdebatan'...

Imam Hasan Al-Banna nenyatakan dalam salah satu dari sepuluh wasiatnya:

"Jangan memperbanyak debat dalam soal apa pun dan bagaimana pun, sebab perdebatan tidak membuahkan kebaikan"

....

Boleh ke baca Al-Quran ketika haid?

2011-01-14T14:35:00.004+08:00

Kemusykilan mengenai hal membaca al-quran ketika haid ni sebenarnya agak mengganggu diri ini kerana ramai yang memahami bahawa wanita dalam keadaan haid tidak boleh membaca al-quran. Maka setelah di-google dan melalui pembacaan2 di magazine/surat khabar jelas bahawa...(lihat kesimpulan di bawah:)

Kesimpulan:

Allah Subhanahu wa Ta‘ala berfirman:

Alif-Lam-Mim. Kitab Al-Quran ini, tidak ada sebarang syak padanya; ia pula menjadi petunjuk bagi orang-orang yang (hendak) bertaqwa. [al-Baqarah 2:1-2]

Setiap individu Muslim yang bertaqwa memerlukan al-Qur’an sebagai kitab yang memberi petunjuk kepada mereka. Petunjuk ini diperlukan pada setiap masa dan tempat, termasuk oleh para wanita ketika mereka didatangi haid. Tidak mungkin untuk dikatakan bahawa ketika haid mereka tidak memerlukan petunjuk dalam kehidupan sehari-harian mereka. Atas keperluan inilah al-Qur’an dan al-Sunnah yang sahih tidak melarang para wanita yang didatangi haid daripada memegang dan membaca al-Qur’an seperti biasa. Adapun pendapat yang mengatakan ianya haram, ia adalah pendapat yang lemah sekalipun masyhur.

Untuk penjelasan yang lebih lanjut boleh klik di sini -->

http://halaqah.net/v10/index.php?topic=1302.0

Selamat membaca al-quran! ohh..dengan tafsir sekali yer.

Mengaji sambil mengkaji. =)

HUKUM MEMOTONG KUKU DAN RAMBUT KETIKA HAID

2011-01-14T14:29:00.002+08:00

Hye muslimah out there!

Sebagai seorang wanita muslimah, pelbagai perkara sentiasa diambilkira dalam memperlengkapkan diri sebagai muslimah sejati. Antara perkara yang paling titikberatkan ialah mengenai kebersihan. Kebersihan merupakan salah satu daripada cabang iman. Islam itu sendiri pada dasarnya suka pada keindahan. Bagi aspek kebersihan, wanita sentiasa mengalami masalah dalam beberapa perkara mengenai penjagaan kebersihan diri. Hal ini kerana, wanita terlalu unik penciptaannya :) Di sini, saya cuma ingin menyingkap mengenai salah satu kemusykilan dan sama-samalah kita berkongsi ilmu :

Apakah hukum memotong kuku dan rambut ketika haid? Apakah dalil-dalilnya?

Dibawah merupakan jawapan yang saya ambil menerusi laman www.zaharuddin.net. Sekadar perkongsian ilmu dan saling ingat mengingati, InsyaAllah.

Disebutkan di dalam syarah al-‘Iqna’ Matan Abi Syuja’ ( 1/60 ), menurut Imam al-Ghazzali di dalam Ihya Ulumiddin, bahawa tidak seharusnya seseorang yang berjunub memotong kuku atau mencukur bulu dan rambutnya kerana semua tadi akan dikembalikan di hari akhirat nanti dalam keadaan junub ( tidak bersih) .

Bagaimanapun, setelah diteliti asas kepada pendapat ini, maka tiada didapati sebarang dalil yang menyokongnya kecuali logik aqal semata-mata tadi. Demikian menurut Syeikh Sayyid Sabiq, Syeikh Atiyyah Saqar dan Dr. Rif`at Fawzi, professor Shari`ah di Univ. Kaherah

Soalan ini pernah di tujukan kepada Imam Ibn Taymiah di dalam kitabnya “Ghiza’ al-albab, 1/382 ) maka beliau menjawab : “ Tidak aku ketahui hukum makruh membuang rambut dan bulu dan kuku ketika junub, bahkan Nabi SAW bersabda : “ Sesungguhnya seorang mukmin tidak najis (tubuhnya) samada hidup ataupun mati”, malah Nabi memberitahu : “ buangkan darimu bulu-bulu kufur (yang tidak dicukur semasa kafir) dan berkhatanlah (apabila masuk Islam) “ maka arahan Nabi tidak menunjukkan sebarang tangguh cukur selepas mandi. Demikian juga diperintah wanita haid agar menyikat rambutnya semasa mandi junub, yang mana diketahui bahawa dengan menyikat ini boleh menggugurkan rambut (sebelum tamat mandi)..justeru apa yang dikatakan sebenarnya tiada asalnya.”

Tiada sebarang halangan untuk memotong kuku secara junub. Pandangan ini juga datang dari tokoh ulama Tabien iaitu Ato’ bin Abi Rabah. ’Ata disebut pernah menyatakan seseorang boleh melakukannya dalam keadaan junub, malah dalam keadaan junub dan tidak berwudu’ (Riwayat al-Bukhari)

Sebagai makumat tambahan, kemestian menanam rambut, kuku yang dipotong dan sebagainya juga tiada sebarang dalil (kecuali jika dibimbangi akan diambil dan disihirkan), demikian juga larangan memotong kuku di waktu malam. Wallahu a’lam

more on: http://jihad-srikandi.blogspot.com/2009/10/hukum-memotong-kuku-ketika-haid.html

Harga sebuah kasih.

2010-12-23T21:25:00.005+08:00

Berilah maaf tanda kasih.

Adakala kemaafan terasa menggelodak tapi keikhlasan dalam menemui kemaafan itu sukar dicari. kilauanya menjadi petanda tapi cahaya itu masih lagi dalam kembara sebagai hamba. Pohonlah agar diberi hati yang suci agar sudi memberi maaf, ikhlas itu sentiasa seiring dan mengiringi kita dalam mencari-cari redha Ilahi.

Kemaafan walau mudah untuk diucapkan tetapi kadang kala, hati berdolak dalih memusingkan minda. Kadang kala pula, kesalahan dan kekhilafan sudah dimaafkan, namun kesan dari perbuatan itu lebih menyiksakan, lalu terpaksalah dipujuk hati supaya redha dengan ketentutan Ilahi.

Wahai jiwa, berilah maaf agar hati kalian tenang. Walau sepahit mana hempedu ditelan, bukan bermakna itu pengakhiran sebuah dugaan. Mungkin madunya belum mengeluarkan manisan, menanti masa di sepanjang pengembaraan.

Menangislah duhai hati demi Tuhanmu.

Begitulah kita, walaupun kita tahu yang menguji itu Allah Taala, namun sedikit sebayak hati kita memberontak jua. Kita lemah, Allah Maha Tahu tentang itu. Percayalah walau sakitnya terlalu, nanti kemanisannya juga akan berganda. Terimalah kesusahan yang sedikit demi kebahagiaan yang lebih baik dan kekal abadi.

more on: http://puteraazhari.blogspot.com/2010/12/iman-membenarkan-cinta-hakiki.html

Lega..

2010-12-16T16:09:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah. result dah dapat.

Walaupun result kali ini tak secemerlang semester lepas, aku redha dan amat2 bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah tentukan.

Lega..=)

Tahniah buat kawan2 sekelas. rasanya semua lepas untuk grad kan. alhamdulillah.

gOod luck guys.

Pandanglah saudaramu..

2010-12-12T01:19:00.003+08:00

Bait2 kata dalm buku 'Berjuang di Dunia Berharap pertemuan di syurga' nukilan Muhammad Nursani sangat terkesan dalam hati. belum pun habis setengah buku aku baca tapi aku sudah jatuh cinta.Salah satu bab ialah 'pandanglah saudaramu' menyimpulkan betapa beruntungnya berada dalam jemaah yang sentiasa berpesan2 kepada kebenaran dan berpesan2 kepada kesabaran..

Sabda Rasulullah saw:

" Sebaik-baik sahabat adalah, orang yang bila engkau melihatnya menjadikanmu mengingat Allah"

meninggalkan 4 tahun....4 hari dari sekarang.

2010-11-24T11:40:00.005+08:00

lg 4 hari..sekejap aje..harap2 sempat packing and pos brg2 yg perlu dibawa pulang.

4 tahun..sekejap aje..pejam celik dah habis..

banyak yang dah berubah dalam masa 4 tahun..

ramai yang berubah..berbeza dari masa mula2 dtg dulu..hee

biasalah tu kan...

bagi aku..

aku redha..di atas setiap ketentuan Tuhan.

setiap kesalahan dijadikan pedoman dan panduan buat masa depan.

insyaAllah.

rinduu..rindu masa lalu...zaman muda2 dulu..berpicnic dan bergumbira..

bila lagi dapat merasa macam tu lagi kan..

tapi hidup perlu terus.

banyak lagi di hadapan..yang perlu difikirkan

kerja...kahwin..family...adoi..semuanya yang berat2..

semoga Allah swt mempermudahkan setiap urusan

buat perkongsian..ni doa yang mak selalu pesan..:

اللهُمَّ لا سَهْلَ إلا مَا جَعَلتَهُ سَهْلا وَ أنتَ تَجْعَلُ الحزْنَ إذا شِئْتَ سَهْلا

Allahumma la sahla illa ma ja’altahu sahla, wa ‘anta taj-alul hazna idha shi’ta sahla

O Allah! There is nothing easy except what You make easy, and You make the difficult easy if it be Your Will

With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown Allah knows

2010-10-12T12:20:00.004+08:00

Surah Al-An'am [The Cattle]

Ayat 54. When those who believe in Our Ayat (proofs, evidences, verses, lessons, signs, revelations, etc.) come to you, say: "Salà¸mun 'Alaikum" (peace be on you); your Lord has written Mercy for Himself, so that, if any of you does evil in ignorance, and thereafter repents and does righteous good deeds (by obeying Allah), then surely, He is Oft -Forgiving, Most Merciful.

Dan apabila orang-orang yang beriman kepada ayat-ayat Kami dtg kepadamu, maka katakanlah, "Salamun 'alaikum (selamat sejahtera untuk kamu)". tuhanmu telah menetapkan sifat kasih sayang pada diri-Nya,(yaitu) barang siapa berbuat kejahatan di antara kamu kerana kebodohan, kemudian dia bertaubat setelah itu dan memperbaiki diri, maka Dia Maha Pengampun Maha Penyayang.

Hadith

Abu Hurairah (May Allah be pleased with him) reported: Messenger of Allah [S.A.W] said, "Allah says: `I am just as My slave thinks of Me when he remembers Me "I am with him".' By Allah! Allah is more pleased with the repentance of His slave than one of you who unexpectedly finds in the desert his lost belongings. `He who comes closer to Me one span, I come closer to him a cubit; and he who comes closer to Me a cubit, I come closer to him a fathom; and if he comes to Me walking, I come to him running".

[Al-Bukhari and Muslim].

Lesson : as mentioned above in Surah Al-An'am [The Cattle] Ayat 54. "if any of you does evil in ignorance, and thereafter repents and does righteous good deeds (by obeying Allah SWT then surely, He is Most Forgiving, Most Merciful".

This Hadith highlights the merits of sincere repentance and then expecting good treatment of Allah. But this has to be backed by good actions, in the same way as one can hope for good results after ploughing and sowing seeds. It is obvious that one who accomplishes good deeds will expect good consequences, and one who does evil deeds will expect evil consequences. Allah will treat people according to their expectation that are founded on their actions, and the reward will match their deeds.

Bahagia.

2010-08-20T00:36:00.005+08:00

Hanya Allah yang berkuasa memberi bahagia..bukan kamu, mahupun kamu.

KENAPA AKU DIUJI?
"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta." - Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YANG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?
"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." - Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

KENAPA AKU DIBERI UJIAN SEBERAT INI?
"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya." - Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

RASA FRUST?
"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman." - Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?|

"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk" - Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARIPADA SEMUA INI?
"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka... - Surah At-Taubah ayat 111

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?
"Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dariNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal." - Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!
"... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir." - Surah Yusuf ayat 87

Article Dari :- shazelsya.blogspot.com

how natural is natural hazards..

2010-08-13T13:09:00.004+08:00

hi.. just wanna share my concern towards natural hazards that's happening right now..expertise said it is due to global warming..yeap..we all know that the alarm of global warming is ringing...

here's some pics of:

1)pakistani flood

2)russian wildfires

while u enjoy watching beautiful pictures by a professional photographer..do reflects on the hardship those people suffer..

(Ali-Imran:191)
misalnya, Allah berfirman bermaksud: “(iaitu) orang mengingati Allah sambil berdiri atau duduk atau dalam keadaan berbaring dan mereka memikirkan tentang penciptaan langit dan bumi (seraya berkata): Ya Tuhan kami, tiadalah Engkau menciptakan ini dengan sia-sia. Maha Suci Engkau, peliharalah kami daripada seksa neraka.”

(Ar-Rom: 41).
“Sudah timbul berbagai-bagai kerosakan dan bala bencana di daratan dan di lautan dengan sebab apa yang dilakukan tangan manusia, (timbulnya yang demikian) kerana Allah hendak berasakan mereka sebahagian daripada balasan perbuatan-perbuatan buruk yang mereka lakukan, supaya mereka kembali (insaf dan bertaubat)”

Welcoming ramadhan.=)

2010-08-09T21:19:00.006+08:00

2:183 O ye who believe! Fasting is prescribed to you as it was prescribed to those before you, that ye may (learn) self-restraint,-
2:183 Hai orang-orang yang beriman, diwajibkan atas kamu berpuasa sebagaimana diwajibkan atas orang-orang sebelummu agar kamu bertakwa"

May Allah swt be with you every step that you take,
May HE guide you with each decision you make,
May HE help you when life gets rough,
May HE lift you when you've had enough,
May HE protect you when you fall,
May HE hear you when you call,
May all your duas be accepted,
May you always be in Allah swt's loving hands
Happy Ramadhan al-mubarak

Hope that i'll improve myself to be a better person
Im just a normal human..far from perfect..
n yep..i did lot of mitakes.
Im sorry for any wrong i did.
May this Ramadhan bring lots of blessing to me n u.
InsyaAllah.

The exam result is out.

2010-07-14T09:23:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah. i got distinction n high distinction. Im sure most of my classmates got even better. Overall, im not really satisfied with my results..im aiming for more but alhamdulillah at least i got better than last sem's. Thank you Allah for everything...

" Then do ye remember Me, I will remember you. Be grateful to Me, and reject not faith."

"Oleh itu ingatlah kamu kepadaKu ( dengan mematuhi hukum dan undang-undangKu), supaya Aku membalas kamu dengan kebaikan dan bersyukurlah kamu kepadaKu dan janganlah kamu kufur (akan nikmatKu)."

(Al-Baqarah:152)

Aku milik tuhanku..=)

2010-07-07T23:44:00.006+08:00

" Kiranya tiada cinta insani untukku..cukuplah cinta Allah penyuluh hidupku..

Moga kelak akan ada CINTA untukku daripada insan yang mencintai Allah

sebagaimana cintaku terhadapNya..."

^_^

Jika doa anda belum juga dimakbulkan..

2010-07-02T22:50:00.003+08:00

Tidaklah seseorang berdoa kepada Allah SWT kecuali Allah akan mendatangkan kepadanya satu dari tiga perkara:

Allah akan mengabulkan permintaannya dengan segera; atau
Allah akan memberikan kepadanya kebaikan sebagai mana yang diminta; atau
Allah akan menghindarkan dirinya dari kejahatan yang seimbang dengan kebaikan yang ia minta.

Hal yang perlu kita camkan adalah bahwa kebaikan yang diberikan Allah kepada kita, bukanlah berarti dengan mengijabah atau mengabulkan dengan segera setiap permohonan kita. Hal itu disebabkan beberapa hal berikut ini:

Bisa jadi, Allah memang belum mengabulkan doamu. Akan tetapi, Allah telah menghilangkan bala darimu sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya. Bencana yang akan menimpamu menjadi tertolak oleh doamu sehingga kau selamat dari bencana itu. Karenanya, pujilah Allah atas keselamatanmu dari bencana dan bersyukurlah kepada-Nya.

Bisa jadi, doamu memang belum dikabulkan oleh Allah. Akan tetapi, mungkin hal itu karena Allah mengetahui bahwa jumlah kebaikanmu tidak akan sanggup menyelamatkanmu di hari kiamat. Oleh karena itu, Allah menunda pahala doa tersebut untuk hari akhirat. Sebab apabila dikabulkan di dunia, maka di hari kiamat kelak engkau akan kehilangan pahala doamu. Karena itu, maka yakinilah bahwa apabila doamu belum dikabulkan di dunia, maka di akhirat engkau akan mendapatkan apa yang pernah engkau pinta dalam doamu di dunia.

Bisa jadi, Allah memang belum mengabulkan doamu. Akan tetapi, hal itu karena Allah mengetahui bahwa yang terbaik bagimu adalah dengan tidak memenuhi apa yang engkau pinta. Sebab Dia lah satu-satunya yang sangat mengetahui hal-hal yang gaib. Karenanya, yakinlah bahwa Allah Mahatahu tentang apa yang bermanfaat dan baik untukmu.

Jika yang engkau pinta adalah harta, bisa jadi harta itu akan merusakmu.

Jika yang engkau pinta adalah anak, bisa jadi ia akan menjadi anak durhaka yang akan menyusahkanmu.

Jika yang engkau pinta adalah pangkat, bisa jadi pangkat itu justru akan membuka jalan kejahatan untukmu.

Perhatikanlah! Betapa sering kebahagiaan justru terdapat dalam perkara yang tidak disenangi; berapa sering pada sesuatu yang menyakitkan itu terdapat sesuatu yang disukai. Hanya Allah yang pasti tahu akan semua itu.

Bisa jadi, Allah memang belum mengabulkan doamu. Sebab, mungkin rezeki yang engkau peroleh adalah dengan jalan haram dan nafsu telah bersemayam dalam hatimu. Sehinggadoamu belum dikabulkan agar engkau berbenah diri daripada berbagai kesalahan dan melepaskan diri dari berbagai maksiat.

Bisa jadi, Allah belum mengabulkan doamu karena Allah ingin menyambung kembali benang keimanan yang telah putus dalam hatimu. Allah ingin engkau kembali kepada-Nya hingga Allah mendengar ratapanmu di waktu fajar dan melihat tetesan air matamu. Dosa-dosa tidak akan hilang kecuali diguyur dengan air mata kesedihan dan penyesalan atas apa yang telah dilakukan.

Penjelasan di atas sama dengan apa yang secara ringkas disampaikan oleh Ibnu Athoillah di dalam ucapannya, “Belum dikabulkannya suatu doa janganlah sampai membuatmu berputus asa. Allah telah menjamin akan mengabulkan doa dengan apa yang dipilihkannya untukmu, bukan dengan apa yang engkau pilih. Dan Allah memberinya pada waktu yang Dia kehendaki, bukan pada waktu yang engkau inginkan.”

Sumber : Abu Syadi, Khalid. Tiket Menuju Surga

http://murobbisukses.com/2010/06/jika-doa-anda-belum-juga-dikabulkan/

Happy holiday!

2010-06-26T10:48:00.004+08:00

Happy Holiday everyone. !!

Please enjoy your holiday..pleasee..pleasee..

Before u come back to Miri...and spent another sem. last sem for final year students. =)

If this sem, most people are at the breaking point..brittle..hee.

hope next semester we'll be ductile. Good luck.

" Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who
have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all " -Dale Carnegie

It always amazed me how easily people give up, especially on things that have great importance and or significance for both this world and the next. May Allah give us high himmah (aspirations), and may He grant us follow-through coupled with His enabling grace (tawfiq)...Amin...Ustaz Khalil Abu Asmaa

whatever happens, happens

2010-06-24T14:41:00.003+08:00

when they didn't care

as much as u care

u'll be so upset

for u there's nothing else, but this

for them, this is just nothing...

Jadi, sila belajar rajin2 since 1st year..supaya anda tidak menangis kerana tension dgn final year project anda!

life is about choices and the decision we make

2010-06-20T02:43:00.003+08:00

hidup ini pelik tapi benar.

jangan bikin aku pening.

ok?

***********************************

welcome baby Puteri Nuha Hasya

after 8 years of 5 nephews

exam MODE

2010-06-12T20:57:00.003+08:00

Exam starts next week.

Agak relax. taktau kenapa.

Time2 niela rasa cam nk tulis blog laa...tgk youtube la..baca blog orang la...usha facebook la..nak p baca novel la...nak makan la..lepas makan tido plak..

procrastination - the act of procrastinating; putting off or delaying or defering an action to a later time

this is not good. please don't do this.

this is your final year. and u neeeeed to improve your average to get the ability test...1 point jerrr lagi syarifah!

Takper

2010-06-07T10:36:00.003+08:00

Takpe, it's ok not to be ok.

manusia semua layak diuji.

siapa kita untuk merasakan diri ini tidak layak diuji.

kenapa masih lagi berfikir apa kekurangan or kesalahan

apekah ini balasan?

ataupun ujian?

apa pun ianya pasti untuk menjadikan kita mukmin yg lebih baik

bersangka baiklah kepada Allah swt.

kerana apa yg telah ditetapkan Dia itu adalah yg terbaik utk kita.

walau betapa bencinya kita dgn keadaan itu pun.

patience has no limit.

permulaan itu ada pengakhirannya....

dan ujian ini pasti ada pengakhirannya nanti.

sesuatu yg lebih baik itu pasti.~

Menggemari dunia itu akan meletihkan penggemarnya, di dunia & akhirat

Sedangkan zuhudkan dunia itu akan merehatkan tuannya di dunia & akhirat

[Ibn Sammak]

all my 'faults' are 'stress' related

2010-05-14T22:42:00.005+08:00

i thought final year will be easy n relax~

but this is the other way around.

so many presentations...and it's a matter of surviving the stage fright every time. alhamdulillah m getting better. i think.^_^

my oil-extraction experiment failed. all 21 samples rejected by the lecturer..80-90% water he said. n i got migrain thinking where did the water come from?!
n i suspect..mybe from the ultra-sonic water bath?!

so..me, asha, n chong need to redo the experiment. find the best method possible to get the zero water-oil extract. this is actually not the biggest thing. but to proceed with another big test ive to settle this one first...hm..may Allah ease the way. iA.

if this is so..i have to shorten my holiday...need to buy new tickets..need to ask for money.again.=(

good luck.

Rabbi Yassir wala tu-assir. Rabbi tham-mim bil hayr. Rabbi zidni ilman war-zuqni fahman.

O my Lord, make things easier for me, do not make things difficult for me. O My Lord, let my affairs end with goodness. O my Lord, increase my knowledge and grant me understanding.

around FUTSAL sem1/2010

2010-04-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

Salam sejahtera.

Actually dah lama our team tak masuk final. So, this time we're so excited!

Agak bangga jugak sebab tak pernah practice..due to hectic schedule..haih.

Photos taken around final futsal match. (courtesy of nini)

our supportersjay (kupu-kupu)

against red hawk

3-2-1

kupu-kupu with tim

jangan Pandang belakang

2010-04-12T12:41:00.004+08:00

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?

....

"No one has been given a gift better and more vast than patience.."
-From a prophetic tradition narrated by al-Bukhari and Muslim.

awan cinta~

2010-04-05T20:28:00.005+08:00

Berubah bukan mudah

Merubah lebih susah

" Sesungguhnya kamu tidak akan dapat memberi petunjuk kepada orang yang kamu kasihi, tetapi Allah memberi petunjuk kepada orang yang dikehendaki-Nya, dan Allah lebih mengetahui orang-orang yang mau menerima petunjuk." (Al-Qasas:56)

Janji Allah itu pasti

Maka bukakanlah hati

" Dan bersegeralah kamu kepada ampunan dari Tuhanmu dan kepada syurga yang luasnya seluas langit dan bumi yang disediakan untuk orang-orang yang bertakwa. " (QS.Ali'Imran, 3:133)

Faham, lihat dan dengarkanlah

" Dan sesungguhnya Kami jadikan untuk isi neraka kebanyakan dari jin dan manusia, mereka mempunyai hati, tetapi tidak dipergunkaannya untuk memahami (ayat-ayat Allah) dan mereka mempunyai mata (tetapi) tidak dipergunakannya untuk melihat (tanda-tanda kekuasaan Allah), dan mereka mempunyai telinga (tetapi) tidak dipergunakannya untuk mendengar (ayat-ayat Allah). Mereka itu sebagai binatang ternak, bahkan mereka lebih sesat lagi. Mereka itulah orang-orang yang lalai." (QS. Al A'raaf, 7:179)

mari minum susu

2010-02-04T23:57:00.002+08:00

semasa sedang menonton tv pada suatu malam...sambil berborak-borak ngn mak..

mak: ain pegila hisap susu tu..mak beli nespray baru tadi ( dengan blur)

ain: hisap susu? hhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh

mak: eh..silap plak..( dengan penuh segan)

ain: ape kata mak buat kan dalam botol siap2.hehehhe.

aku still xleh terima kesalahan tatabahasa mak aku nih. alasan die..:

mak: mak ingat ain kecik lg..lupe plak da besar..

hehhehhee..konpius lah. td mak suruh kawin cepat. lepas tuh mak suruh hisap susu plak...ingat ain kecik lagi. tiada kesinambungan di situ.

moral cerita: tade moral..just nk cerita.

final year excitement

2010-01-31T00:03:00.012+08:00

Sedimentary Rocks in the Field: A Color Guide (Paperback)
~ Dorrik A.V. Stow (Author)

Field Mapping for the Oil Geologist (Paperback)
~ Charles Albert Warner (Author)

Basic Geological Mapping (Geological Field Guide) (Paperback)
~ John W. Barnes (Author), Richard J. Lisle (Author)

those are some books im interested to buy. might be useful for the field work rite. not cheap but worth buying for sure. i always wanna be a good field geologist. i want to know a lot and contribute a lot. n hate those who look down on those who know less. umm.=p

so...KeroGen might be working with:

Miri Hill Hanging Wall 1 dtto thrust tectonics, oil seepage, sedimentology

goOd luck. lets do Our best.

semangat gile kan aku

kan?

mula2 memang la semangat..cuba aku pengsan kat situ nanti..mesti dah tak semangat.

tapi.. tape kot..

aku ade tukang kipas kan.

time kasih.

;)

Membongkar Misteri Dajjal

2010-01-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

Salam.

title tersebut merupakan sebuah buku.

yang aku br abes baca.

menarik.rumit.membuatkan aku migrain sampai termimpi2.

Nabi Muhammad saw mengungkapkan sebuah hadis berupa munajat dan pengharapan:

"..seandainya dia(Dajjal) keluar sedangkan aku berada di kalangan kamu, maka akulah yang akan berhadapan dengannya bagi mewakili setiap umat Islam. Dan jika dia (Dajjal) keluar selepas kematianku, maka setiap kamu adalah penyelamat bagi dirinya sendiri (bertanggungjawab untuk melawannya) dan Allah adalah sebagai penolong kamu sekalian"

Hadis sahih diriwayatkan oleh Ibnu Majah dan Ibnu Khuzaimah dari Abu Umammah.

Kalo kite perasan kan..kisah dajjal kini dipandang sepi oleh umat Islam

mungkin hanya sekadar kisah dongeng agama yang menarik untuk dibincangkan kerana ia menarik perhatian.

namun, tidak memberi kesan, tidak menambahkan iman, malah mungkin langsung tidak menimbulkan keinsafan.

Terdapat banyak persepsi ttg Dajjal . Kecelaruan ini membuatkan ramai yang berhenti mengambil tahu.

termasuklah aku.

tapi..kalau dh jodoh tak kemana kan..dipertemukan juga aku dgn buku ini.

amatlah seswai sekali di saat2 kekosongan hati dan jiwa.

sape2 nk pnjam nnti boleh roger me.

hmm..Dajjal ni mmgla bukan hal utama..mungkin hanya pesoalan cabang atau ranting..

tp masih sesuatu yang patut kita peka dan ambil tahu.

Persoalan yang utam ialah akarnya.

Akarnya mestilah kekuatan akidah,pengabdian atau rasa ubudiyyah kepada Allah.

andai akarnya kuat..inshaAllah ranting juga x mudah patah.

Permulaan buku ini menarik, membuatkan rasa ingin tahu bertambah-tambah.

Bahagian tgh adalah yang paling rumit. merupakan kajian penulis selama 5 thn. samada isinya betul atau tidak, itu di luar bidang pengetahuan aku. tapi bagi aku, tak rugi pun baca.

Penutupnya pula, amat menarik bg aku terutama bila penulis kembali menekankan tentang isu tauhid.

sekian..

Orang yang bahagia itu selalu menyediakan waktu untuk membaca kerana membaca itu sumber hikmah,
menyediakan waktu untuk tertawa kerana tertawa itu muzik jiwa,
menyediakan waktu untuk berfikir kerana berfikir itu pokok kemajuan,
menyediakan waktu untuk beramal kerana beramal itu pangkal kejayaan,
menyediakan waktu untuk bersenda kerana bersenda akan membuat muda selalu
dan menyediakan waktu beribadat kerana beribadat itu adalah ibu segala ketenangan jiwa

Selamat membaca.

Ikhlas kah aku

2010-01-01T00:50:00.010+08:00

Salam thn baru.

agk lambat utk thn baru hijrah

maaf.

tp yg penting ialah azam thn baruuu!!

celebration?

mm..so not me..aku pnh skali jer celeb new year...kebetulan je..thn 2007 kat bintulu.masa tu..ramai2 pegi raya haji ngn abg awang.remember?

td aku google..tibe2 jmpe article:

A pill to forget: Can a medication supress traumatic memories?

huhuhu..cm menarik jgk kn.

i wish i cud forget SOMe of the unimportant memories of mine

xla traumatic sgt pon..saje je gatal

there r certain things i wish i've never gone thru

but when i think back i feel so bad

how cud i act like i have no god

Allah had put me in such a situation

for me to think of His greatness

n for only Him i shud return

to accept wutever come n go

as a test!

if i didn't went thru it all

i'll not be the person i currently am

the kind of person im proud to be. =D

Thank you Allah!

back to my azam tahun baru.

too much to list down..

hhuhuu..

hmm.. but i cn conclude on one: do everything just to get the bless of Allah swt

ikhlas.

semata-mata utk mendptkan redha Allah

mampukah aku?

insyaAllah.

keCut pErut

2009-12-14T17:46:00.002+08:00

bengang:

-sbb broadband amatla lembab
-netbook toshiba akak aku ni pn..ish2..lambat jgk. kalo laptop aku x rosak..takde makna nk gune netbook2 nih.
- panas..ya Allah panas gile..kat kl pn panas..kat kedah pn panas..tp dah namenye Malaysia kan..mmgla panas. nk sejuk2 pegila Europe kalo byk sgt duittt awk tu syarifah ooi..

tu jer..selain 3 bende nie aku hepy. hepy sgtttt coti kali ni! walaupun hanya melepak tgk muvie ngn mak n abah.oh..td me n abah main guitar hero.hehhehehee. k.ijan beli..membazir tol die tuh.

tomorrow maybe blk kg abah kat perlis. agk2 da 4 thn aku x blk.=p lagipon tok pn dah tadak kan. blk pn jmpa ami(uncle) ngn nda(auntie) ja la.

"pesta penang". tau? skang ni ngah pesta penang. so last saturday nite tu aku pi lepak kt situ ngn kawan2. pergh..from kepala batas nk pi penang tu jamm la kt bridge tu..ishh..x ska toi la.
so agk2 2 jam jgk r br smpai. msk pesata cm besala ramaila org dok jual2 kan..tp yg penting me n sopia nak men kt funfair tuh. kami pn pi la..member sorg suggest men vortex..aku tgk pn da nk termuntah pn. jd kami tukaq la men challanger..agk challenging jgk rr..sama mcm kat time square tp da agk lama jgkla x men benda2 pusing2 lambung2 nih.

turun ja dr benda tuh..perghh..perut aku sakit gila. nih la sbb title tu 'kecut perut' x tipu weh..aku rasa usus aku shrinking..maybe sbb aku jerit byk sgt kot kt atas tu. so aku pn pi beli air mineral hoping dat usus aku kembang blk...huuu..dlm half hour cmtu baru ok..dhla before nek tu aku mkn kebab..sian perut aku..
aku decide xmau nek dah benda2 tuh. nnti2la nek ngn suami aku.
suami? woot.. makcik2+mak aku sibukla dok tanya sapa boypren?
mana aku ada boypren jd aku x ckp la sapa2. tp besala..sapa pn xmau pecaya kt aku nih.
muka playgirl ka aku ni?
xdak ciri2 lgsg.

heee..tatatataatataaaaa

Majalah i

2009-12-11T00:00:00.005+08:00

here m suggesting an islamic malay magazine. besides al-islam which i tink the content is a lil bit heavy,
majalah i is simpler n easier to digest.

bolela if boring2 kan...it's good to feed ur soul n improve ur knowledge...n also enhance ur IMAn insyaAllah.
definitely wayy better than reading entertainment magazine kan.huhu

'i' stands for

informasi
inovasi
ilmiah
intelek
internasional
islamik

for those yang susah sgt nk baca buku2 islamik yg tebal2 tu kan..majalah i is a good start.

but,

if any of the content is not parallel wit ur understanding it's better to do some research n ask ustaz ke ustazah ke..cek buku ke..internet ke. jgn telan je semua ye.
m not saying that the information is not reliable tp
ape2 pon yg kita baca, daripada siapa pn kita belajar,
kite kene byk berfikir, belajar dari byk2 org lagi, terutama isu2 fikah kan..

Selamat Membaca!!

Kurang bersederhana?!

2009-11-23T16:09:00.004+08:00

Selama 3 tahun di Miri.
Aku tak sangka..aku telah mengumpul berpuluh2 helai tudungs dan kasuts..
Tapi aku x pakai sgt pun semua tu.
Aku sgt stress semasa mengemas hari tu.
Aku juga kecewa dgn diri sendiri.
Malam itu..seorang sahabat datang menolong aku memindahkan barang.
Dia kelihatan terkejut juga dgn barang2 aku yg banyak itu.
Dan dengan mudah dia berkata..’ syarifah ni x bersederhana lah’
Aku terpana. Memang benar statement itu. Aku pun baru sedar petang td.
Bagi aku..ramai lagi org lain yg lebih x bersederhana berbanding aku.
Tapi, lepas dilontarkan kata2 itu...mind set aku terus berubah.
Kenapa nak banding dgn org yg lebih x bersederhana..
Bandingkan lah dengan org yg lebih bersederhana..
Bukankah lebih baik begitu?
Oleh itu..syarifah, tolonglah bersederhana. Membeli mengikut keperluan bukan kehendak.
Bukankah Islam itu menganjurkan kesederhanaan??

Aku sangat kagum dengan org yg melihat poster2 ‘SALE!!!’ dgn hati yg tenang..hormon oxytocin nya tidak melonjak2 seperti org2 yg kurang bersederhana ini. Aku berazam menjadi org seperti itu.

Amin.

'Allah is aware of human weaknesses and is forgiving; so come back.. Come back even if you have broken your repentance a thousand times..'

syUrga Allah bukan murah.

2009-11-09T01:01:00.004+08:00

Banyak bende yang kite x suke.
tapi kite kene terime kan?

sebab hidup kite ni. bukan utk kite.
tp utk menjalankan setiap tanggungjawab kite sbg manusia.
manusia muslim terutamanya.
lebih utama sebagai manusia mukmin.

kadang2 kite rase kitela yang plg byk berkorban.
tlg kemas rumahla..buang sampah la..sapu lantai...cuci toilet.
rupe-rupenye..
kite xtau pon
yg org lain pn bwat bende yg same
bile kite takde.
n diorg pon rase bende yg same cm kite

kadang2 kite rase kitela yg plg byk mengalah.
terime je ape org kutuk
org yg kutuk kite tu plk takde perasaan lgsg.
bajet cool kot.
tp rupenye..
..kdg2 kite terkutuk mengata or melukakan hati org lain
tanpa kite sedar

kadang2 kite x suke surrounding kite
yg x sesuai ngn pemahaman n fitrah kite
tapi..kite xbleh samekan diri kite ngn org lain
n setiap org ade hak menjalani hidup mngikut cita rasa masing2
walaupun 'citarasa' itu jelas keharamannya.

jadi,bagaimana?

jelas. pulanglah kpd akidah yg benar.
perbetulkan akhlak.
terima qada n qadar.
jgn serik utk berusaha.
jgn lari dari masalah.
cari penyelesaian.
secara hikmah.

......

Bersikaplah dgn sebaik-baiknya

2009-11-04T01:26:00.005+08:00

Bersikaplah dgn ibu bapa dgn cara yg terbaik walaupun ibubapa tak semestinya betul. Sebagai seorang mukmin, salah satu tujuan hidup kita ialah memakmurkan bumi bukan? Maka bersikaplah dgn bijaksana.

Hablum minallah (hubungan dengan Allah) danHablum minannas(hubungan dengan manusia).

Andaikata hubungan kita dgn manusia kurang betul...maka analisalah hubungan kita dgn Allah swt. Bukan shj ibubapa malah sekalian manusia.

Mungkin ada benci. jgn lupa pada janji.

redha Allah itu terletak pada redha ibubapa.

jadi..silalah berhati-hati.

Ingatlah Kepada Ibumu

Orang kata aku lahir dari perut ibu..
Bila dahaga, yang susukan aku.. ibu
Bila lapar, yang suapkan aku..ibu
Bila keseorangan, yang sentiasa di sampingku.. ibu
Kata ibu, perkataan pertama yang aku sebut.. Bu!
Bila bangun tidur, aku cari.. ibu
Bila nangis, orang pertama yang datang ..ibu
Bila nak bermanja… aku dekati ibu
Bila nak bergesel… aku duduk sebelah ibu
Bila sedih, yang boleh memujukku hanya ibu
Bila nakal, yang memarahi aku… ibu
Bila merajuk… yang memujukku cuma..ibu
Bila melakukan kesalahan… yang paling cepat
marah..ibu
Bila takut… yang tenangkan aku.. ibu
Bila nak peluk… yang aku suka peluk..ibu

Aku selalu teringatkan ..Ibu
Bila sedih, aku mesti talipon… Ibu
Bila seronok… orang pertama aku nak beritahu… Ibu
Bila bengang.. aku suka luah pada ..Ibu
Bila takut, aku selalu panggil.. “ibuuuuuuuuuuuuu! “
Bila sakit, orang paling risau adalah ..Ibu
Bila nak exam, orang palin g sibuk juga Ibu
Bila buat hal, yang marah aku dulu..Ibu
Bila ada masalah, yang paling risau.. Ibu
Yang masih peluk dan cium aku sampai hari ni.. Ibu
Yang selalu masak makanan kegemaranku. . Ibu
Yang selalu simpan dan kemaskan barang-barang aku, Ibu
Yang selalu berleter kat aku.. Ibu
Yang selalu puji aku.. Ibu
Yang selalu nasihat aku.. Ibu
Bila nak kahwin..
Orang pertama aku tunjuk dan rujuk… Ibu

Aku ada pasangan hidup sendiri
Bila seronok… aku cari pasanganku
Bila sedih… aku cari Ibu
Bila berjaya… aku ceritakan pada pasanganku
Bila gagal… aku ceritakan pada Ibu
Bila bahagia, aku peluk erat pasanganku
Bila berduka, aku peluk erat Ibuku
Bila nak bercuti… aku bawa pasanganku
Bila sibuk… aku hantar anak ke rumah Ibu
Bila sambut anniversary… Aku hadiahi bunga pada
pasanganku
Bila sambut hari ibu… aku cuma dapat ucapkan Selamat
Hari Ibu
Selalu… aku ingat pasanganku
Selalu… Ibu ingat kat aku
Bila..bila… aku akan talipon pasanganku
Entah bila.. aku nak talipon Ibu
Selalu… aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku
Entah bila…. aku nak belikan hadiah untuk Ibuku

-bukan sajak aku keyh-

errr..nak

2009-11-03T10:32:00.003+08:00

Panasonic Lumix DMC-GF1 with firmware v0.1

status: syarifah sedang mengusha camera yg bgs. urgent gile nie..kalo xde.. xleh bwat FYP.

sape nk kasi????

khass utk kakak2 ain..yg sdg membaca blog ini. maseh.=p

fOrgIve n fOrget

2009-10-24T11:04:00.003+08:00

Our sense of fairness tells us people should pay for the wrong they do. But forgiving is

love's power to break nature's rule.

Dari Abi Hamzah Anas bin Malik
ra. pelayan Rasulullah saw dari Nabi saw telah berkata: "Tidak sempurna iman
seseorang diantaramu hingga dia mencintai saudaranya seperti ia mencintai dirinya
sendiri."
(Bukhari - Muslim)

mengutamakan keutamaan

2009-10-13T08:56:00.005+08:00

sedang membaca buku..bertajuk.

' dealing with people you cannot stand'

how to bring out the best in people at their worst?

huuhu..harap2 membantu aku dlm memahami berbagai jenis manusia kt muka bumi nih. kite xleh nk ubah org kan..tp kite bley ubah persepsi kite towards org tuu.kan kan.

final x lama lg..x smpai sebulan lg tp kerja still berlambak2. mcm biase la..geology course kt cni mmg mcm tu...semua nk longgok kt ujung sem.

-final paractical exam for: igneous, metamorphic and geochemistry.
-digitize map, field trip report, n cross section.
-practical labs yg blom siap: GIS, metamorphic, geochemistry
-geophysics?nk stdy cmne nie
-remote sensing assignment..the one ive to build my eyes to 'see' a 2d image as 3d.

past year pn x bwat lg.

hm..selain itu..ade perubahan persepsi ttg..

maaflah kamu kamu.. aku dah malas. sekian.

mari mengutamakan keutamaan.

rIndu lagi?

2009-10-02T16:06:00.006+08:00

rindu da terubat lps..makan makanan jiwa kt taklim smlm.
alhamdulillah. dun noe how, suddenly all my probs gone~
x solve pon..but it's gone!!
memikirkan masalah hati n perasaan yg x menambahkan iman..baik aku bace quran..kan?

bagi yg ditimpa ujian..jgnlah bersedih hati...

Kita sentiasa layak diuji…

Kerana kita adalah HAMBA.

...more on Saifulislam

lakukanlah sesuatu kerana Allah..dan tinggalkanlah sesuatu kerana Allah...

" Dan kehidupan ini hanyalah permainan dan senda gurau. Sedangkan akhirat itu, sungguh lebih baik bagi orang-orang yang bertakwa. Tidakkah kamu mengerti?"-[6.32]

btw..tahniah untuk diri seniri sbb xdpt bwat geochemistry test td..hhuhuhhu..tp hati ini gembire je...=p

...................................................................................

bwat k.teh..smpaikn salam rindu kt due org budak ini:

kepada semua anak2 sedareku..maksu ain winduuu..mcmla dorg bace blog aku..:(

aKu riNdu.

2009-09-28T21:57:00.004+08:00

Cahaya hati by Opick

Allah engkau dekat
Penuh kasih sayang
Takkan pernah engkau
Biarkan hamba Mu menangis
Karna kemurahan Mu
Karna kasih sayang Mu
Hanya bila diri Mu
Ingin nyatakan cinta
Pada jiwa jiwa yang rela
Dia kekasih Mu
Kau yang selalu terjaga
Yang memberi segala
Allah Rohman Allah Rohim
Allahu Ya Ghofar Ya Nurul Qolbi
Allah Rohman Allah Rohim
Allahu Ya Ghofar Ya Nurul Qolbi
Di setiap nafas di segala waktu
Semua bersujud memuji memuja asthma Mu
Kau yang selalu terjaga
Yang memberi segala
Setiap makhluk bergantung padaMu
Dan bersujud semesta untuk Mu
Setiap wajah mendamba cinta Mu cahaya Mu

***********************************************************

Surah Al Fajr (89:15,16)

But the human, when his Lord tries him by
honouring him and blessing him, says, 'My Lord
has honoured me.' Maka adapun manusia, pabila Tuhan mengujinya lalu memuliakannya dan memberinya kesenangan, maka dia berkata, "Tuhanku telah memuliakanku."(15)

But when He tries him by limiting his
provision, he says 'My Lord scorns me.' Namun apabila Tuhan mengujinya lalu membatasi rezekinya, maka dia berkata, " Tuhanku telah menghinaku."(16)

‘The human’ in this verse means he who is not guided by the light of faith. When he is tested
with the lightest of tests, still he fails his test. Allah gives him a noble, honourable position along
with plentiful abundance, so as to test him and see whether he lives up to the responsibilities of
wealth and position or not. But he exhilarates at it and considers it a fitting reward for himself,
and that he deserves what has been given to him. He becomes conceited and considers that God
has chosen him for such blessings, losing sight of the fact that they are a test for him.

When Allah, glory be to Him, tests him with poverty and hardship and straitens his provision, the
human takes it amiss and imagines that Allah is slighting him, and does not perceive it as a test.
This is in contrast to the believer, who sees every condition that comes to him as a trial and a
test; he fears wealth and plenty as it may cause him to be disobedient and not be thankful, while
he is not saddened by poverty for he counts it as a test that will, if he is patient and steadfast,
raise his station.

************************************************************

2nd year 2nd sem Kuching fieldtrip

2009-09-25T21:15:00.006+08:00

KUCHING AREA

1st day: raya around Kuching. shopping @ the spring. got my charles n keith heels!

2nd day: start field trip. kayan sandstone. 2 outcrops covered.rilex jerk. @ night lepak dlm bilik.

3rd day: mapping. gila panas. start @ Kg pichin towards terbedu. only 2km but i collapse. baring on the side of the highway..

4th day: visit Jabatan Mineral n Geologi Sarawak. went to observe Bau limestone @ Fairy cave..very nice view. covered 4 area. Gunung Sibanyis & Batu Kitang (tonalite,volcanic rock), Tasik Biru (previously was a gold mine, limestone), and Fairy cave.

5th day: continue mapping @ serian volcanic n Kedadom formation towards terbedu. oh..before that we went to terbedu (border indonesia)..study 1 outcrop there..turbidite sequence observed. not so hot..lucky!..unluckily..i lost my shades..terjatuh kot..=(

6th day: continue mapping..pedawan formation. until late evening..no waterfall.=(

7th day: submit field trip notebook, map, n sketches. shopping @ serikin n the spring. puas ati.=p

8th day: go back miri @ 8. got class @ 11...xnk pegi..=p

A big thanks to dear grupmates: Ming Yi, Mau, Chek Lee and Kenx.
It was fun working with u guys!!

this field trip is much more relaxing compared to last sem..it's more like a study+shopping trip for me.

Thnk you Allah for everything.

just 1 minute.

2009-09-11T20:49:00.004+08:00

pencapaian terbaru!!

minum susu tym sahur td..sukses. since primary skol lg x minum susu..skrg baru nk try..nnti osteoporosis cmne nk carry baby tol x?!

*****assignment n test tanpa henti********************************

may Allah gv me the bless of tym.amin.

ramadhan da nk abis......=[

photo speaks louder than words..=p

2009-09-09T23:50:00.004+08:00

Pics of Geo Day..Field trip and Core Logging.

patience has NO limit

2009-08-24T14:01:00.003+08:00

"Patience is a virtue because it makes us better people. The definition of the word is to tolerate delay. This implies self control and forbearance as opposed to wanting what we want when we want it. How many times have we jumped the gun and found out it would have been better to tolerate delay or had self control? What did we miss out on? Did we hurt someone we love because of lack of patience? Having patience will heal the wounds and it will work itself out fine. Patience is not only a virtue but a necessity for a happy existence."

futsal no more.=[

2009-08-17T23:20:00.009+08:00

[gambar adalah sekadar hiasan]

2nd sem in 2nd year is not as hectic as the 1st sem. i feel less tired..n hopefully i can really perform well for this coming ramadhan. =]

tomorrow nite will b futsal comp held by city club as usual..this will b the 1st tym m not joining. m kind of sad. but i really hv to prioritize my things. 1st things 1st...ive been playing since my first sem, august 2006..n so many bittersweet memories along hte journey..huhu. as tym goes by.. i just realize that i hv to move on.. i can't stay n keep the commitment... i just cnt help to miss the thursday taklim plus i got geophysics presentation on friday. anyway i cn still play the other tym...so no worries.

m not goin back for raya this year. that's so sad ok...but m quite excited..1st tym raya wit frens.huhu. mm...pity my mum..she surely miss me this raya. wut to do.. it's the mapping unit requirement..n there's no other time to do the field trip.

hmm..im so hepy today..heee..for wut reason?? secret. sowi.

m also not hepy today...huu..for a secret reason as well.haih.. wut's the purpose of telling if it's secret ayte..=p

either sadness..or happiness...both are the tests from Allah swt. handle with care. follow the right path n insyaAllah everything will be just fine.

a reminder again..ramadhan is coming! good luck dear brothers n sisters. lets polish our iman!

let's get it started!

2009-08-07T23:33:00.003+08:00

ok..just wanna update myself. huhu. i hv no tym to organize my notes..coz i prefer to waste my time blogging..hmm..key la..just wanna tell what m up to this few weeks...

1. went to sarawak shell berhad..did core logging at the core centre..best gilak k. eventho so tired standing n doing rock description the whole day..i enjoy it so much. i'll put some pics soon.

2. tonite: geology club potluck. i made tomyam..guess wut? x abis! oh so sad..but it's just tomyam n very easy..i just use instant paste.but at last abisla..gv some to some frenss.

3. tomorrow: sports day Curtin Islamic Society..yey! play again. goodluck to my team. we surely win la..=p. then ada bbq at nite. makan lagi...

4. sunday: away the whole day.nite got Curtin Village family day..huhu.makan laagi..

5. involve in Geology Day in September..help do the structural model for sarawak borneo..miri formation..resevoir..bla3..need to do some reading..

6. Ansara Miri dinner..15 august maybe at Eastwood.

7. Girls talk prep: friday..topic: friendship.

and lotss of assignment to b done!

urghhh...nitenitenite

tag by asha

2009-08-07T23:23:00.003+08:00

Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award

ini.

* she's married
* she's genius!
* she used to sleep, dance n sepahkan my room
* she just lost her baby oshi.sory to hear that asha.
* she's different nowadays...surely for the better..n i still love her anyway.

Nyatakan 5 fakta diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya.

* i m a boring person
* er..i want a baby right now
* i love to pamper my frens..
* i prefer observing than talking..
* im looking forward something new in life.

Nyatakan 5 hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih

penerima award seterusnya.

* stay at home. if go out..i love kacau ppl.
* cooking & cleaning the house..so boring kn me?
* sleeping. better if got other ppl around me..i feel safer.mm..but i dunno y i choose single room rite now.
* shopping. preferably at less crowded places.
* vacation. island especially.

Anda perlu memilih 5 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka.

* tc - a fren/hsemate/ex-skolmate of mine.pessimist-crazy-talkative type of person. she's a bully.. last word for tc..'pls behave'.huhuhu. we r so mean to each other. dun get me wrong..i love her.=p

* liyana - a beautiful cousin of mine. eldest sister in the siblings n the most sensitive one.she's like a younger sister for me..tho she's way taller than me.

* dhanie - also my cousin. the cutest among us. very concern about beauty n..music! she makes me laugh all the tym.

* naddiea - the 3rd sister of mine. a mama of two boys. a lecturer. loves blogging..n so caring about me.=p

* sofea - my pretty hsemate. she always got stories to tell me. she loves to laugh..n also lyk to kacau me.oh..i tink she's the only girl yg addicted to dota.

i also wanna tag, liyana n mirah. but asha already tag them.hehehhe.k..dats all.thnx asha for tagging!kind of fun doing this.=p

lovelovelovelove----

Al-quran itu..

2009-08-07T19:26:00.000+08:00

HADIS DARI NABI MUHAMMAD (S.A.W)

A Beautiful Hadith
Hadis yang Menarik

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'When a man dies and his
relatives are busy in funeral, there stands an extremely handsome man by
his head. When the dead body is shrouded, that man gets in between the
shroud and the chest of the deceased.
Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) bersabda : 'Bila seseorang lelaki
itu mati dan saudaranya sibuk dengan pengebumiannya, berdiri lelaki yang
betul-betul kacak di bahagian kepalanya. Bila mayatnya dikapan, lelaki itu
berada di antara kain kapan dan si mati.

Selepas pengebumian, semua orang pulang ke rumah, 2 malaikat Mungkar dan
Nakir, datang dalam kubur dan cuba memisahkan lelaki kacak ini supaya
mereka boleh menyoal lelaki yang telah meninggal itu seorang diri mengenai
ketaatannya kepada Allah. Tapi lelaki kacak itu berkata,
Dia adalah temanku, dia adalah kawanku. Aku takkan meninggalkannya seorang
diri walau apa pun. Jika kamu ditetapkan untuk menyoal, lakukanlah
tugasmu. Aku tidak boleh meninggalkannya sehingga aku dapati dia
dimasukkan ke dalam Syurga.'

Thereafter he turns to his dead companion and says, 'I am the Qur'an,
which you used to read, sometimes in a loud voice and sometimes in a low
voice. Do not worry. After the interrogation of Munkar and Naker, you will
have no grief.'
Selepas itu dia berpaling pada temannya yang meninggal dan berkata,'Aku
adalah Al-Quran, yang mana kamu membacanya, kadang-kadang dengan suara
yang nyaring dan kadang-kadang dengan suara yang perlahan. Jangan bimbang.
Selepas soal siasat dari Mungkar dan Nakir, kamu tidak akan bersedih.'

When the interrogation is over, the handsome man arranges for him from
Al-Mala'ul A'laa (the angels in Heaven) silk bedding filled with musk.
Selepas soal siasat selesai, lelaki kacak mengatur untuknya daripada
Al-Mala'ul A'laa (malaikat dalam Syurga) tempat tidur dari sutera yang
dipenuhi bauan kesturi

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'On the Day of Judgement,
before Allah, no other Intercessor will have a greater status than the
Qur'an, neither a Prophet nor an angel.'
Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) bersabda :'Di hari pengadilan, di
hadapan Allah, tiada syafaat yang lebih baik darjatnya daripada Quran,
mahupun dari nabi atau malaikat.'

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said:

'Pass on knowledge from me even if it is only one verse'.
'Sampaikan pengetahuan dari ku walaupun hanya satu ayat.'

**get this email from my uncle. so..just wanna share wit others. but if got mistake anywhere in the hadith, pls do not hesistate to correct me. tq.=p

SedIh sedIkit

2009-07-29T21:26:00.006+08:00

salam.

sem da mule. sedey sgt msk klas lmbt sikit td rs mcm left out. tp x pun sbnrnye.. my speed same jer dgn org lain.=]

sdeyh jgk arini x dpt puase..sbb nk mkn ubat resdung td x thn mate berair n gatal.tp tapela esk kamis..bole puase lg.

sdeyh jgk semlm xtau nape.=[

huuuu..xkn omsick kot. mungkinla..tp xdela kronik smpai nk nangis.
mungkin..hormon kot...tp lmbt lg rasenye.

pening cari sbb nape mood x se-happy yg sepatutnye. knape yerh. tp aku suke sedih2 nie sbnrnye..sbb khusyuk sket solat..kalo happy jer..tym solat pon excited je..tup2 da abes solat x sdr bape rakaat.hish..

hehe..aku suke gmbr nie.

sian die da ready nk amek gmbr tp cameraman x pro..salah fokus..maap.

******************************************************************************

td kuar jp gi celeb bday yana

hehehhe.best gk tgk org hepi2 so aku pn tibe2 hepi r.=]

to Liyana: Happy Birthday to u, may Allah swt bless u along ur life journey, may u meet a good guy to end up with(tink uve found one), may all ur dream come true, may all good things b with u. But if things dun go ur way, chill~..u always hv HIM.=]

hehehe..to sbnrnye utk diri sniri gk r.=p

A song for mama

2009-07-18T06:09:00.004+08:00

Mama Do Lyrics - Pixie Lott

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Every night I go
Every night I go sneaking out the door
I lie a little more, baby I’m helpless

There's something ‘bout the night
And the way it hides all the things I like
Little black butterflies
Deep inside me

Chorus
What would my "mama do"
(oh oh oh oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you?
(oh oh oh oh)
What would my daddy say
(oh oh oh oh)
If he saw me hurt this way?
(oh oh oh oh)

Why should I feel ashamed?
Feeling guilty at the mention of your name
Here we are again
It’s nearly perfect

Chorus
What would my mama do
(oh oh oh oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you?
(oh oh oh oh)
What would my daddy say
(oh oh oh oh)
If he saw me hurt this way?
(oh oh oh oh)

What would my mama do
What would my daddy say

All the things a girl should know
Are the things she can’t control
All the things a girl should know
she can’t control

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I found this song so catchy! the lyrics mean something..
it's about ourself-parents-what we did behind them.
some parents nowadays trust their children too much or they just don't care or they r too open minded or maybe that's just their parenting style..umm...m not here to criticised any parents parenting skills..
Im just worried..observing things around me..and imagine..what will the parents feel..if they noe what the kids did behind them..
being away from parents give a lot of opportunities to do things..that u won't do in front of your parents..isnt it?

we think we won't hurt our parents by hiding things..but the reality is..we'll hurt them even more once they know.

as for me, my parents trust me 120% in most things..n m quite worried about that coz i didn't even trust myself 100%.huhu..so take care of urself, as in the end..it is never between u n anyone else..it's only between u n Allah swt.

All the things a girl should know
Are the things she can’t control

umm..maybe.

Life Moves On

2009-07-15T05:39:00.009+08:00

im so happy. i bought 4 books for only 1 pounds.hehehe.carboot sale of course.=]

when i got back n review all books synopsis..i realize that all books are relationship based..heee...so pathetic. but it's knowledge after all. i'll read them all. n im actually quite interested n understanding such topic and compare it with the islamic point of view.

after reading half of the ' why men love bitches' i can truly agree with the author as it goes in sync with the islamic principle.

but few parts of the book go separate way. huhu. whatever it is, as a muslim who learnt n understands the basic islamic principles we shud noe what to absorb n what shud not. similar goes to our daily life.. lets think of it.

btw, m not feeling well...jangkit my cousin demam..migrain n all..huuu..hopefully it's not swine flu. we're getting better. so it's a good news isnt it?heehe.

going to notts tomorrow. will b back the next day. there got graduation day..=p. act the main purpose is to help her transfer some stuff out to her new house, off campus.
daa..see ya later dear blog.=]

****Life moves on, whether we act as cowards or heroes. Life has no other discipline to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept life unquestioningly. Everything we shut our eyes to, everything we run away from, everything we deny, denigrate or despise, serves to defeat us in the end. What seems nasty, painful, evil, can become a source of beauty, joy and strength, if faced with an open mind. Every moment is a golden one for him who has the vision to recognize it as such.(Henry Miller)****

steal the time to blog!

2009-07-09T06:21:00.007+08:00

my girls n me:

****************************************************************************
i tot..
being far..cud make me forget some problems..
but it doesnt.
so, the conclusion is..
u cannot run from any problem..
uve to face it.
if u cant fix it.
just let time heal it.

hiS shoEs~

2009-06-19T06:53:00.001+08:00

HIs Shoes.

He wears a shoe and a shoe

A nice and a smelly shoe

The left side is so dreadful

The other is just oh beautiful

One leg, he keeps stepping on mud

The other always sinks in flower bud

Till here, I wonder how he does that

To have been sipping life of good and bad

When I stare, his face is just as naïve

Somehow, it's carrying a story I couldn’t dive

No, I’m pretty sure you still couldn't tell

How long has he survived in real hell

Please, don’t look on which he has failed

But pity on the harsh life he has hailed

I suppose, all you need to do is endure

And pray for him to wake up and cure

For he couldn’t nibble the shoes he dresses

It's for you and me to let him know how they taste

* copy this from a'ishah.

- hepy holiday dear frens. may this semester tot us a lot in leading us to b a better person, to have a good, great life in here n in the hereafter. chuck every woe~
see ya next semester!

How to achieve a happy life.

2009-06-12T17:01:00.004+08:00

Im a bit bored tho i noe ive a lot to study.just gv myself a break to share good things wit other people.=]. i share this wit my usrahmate just now n i tink it's quite good n decide to post it.

1. do a work that u love. if u cannot do that, then find a hobby that u love and do it in ur spare tym and reinforce it.

2. take care of ur health for it is the spirit of happiness. this means being moderate in eating and drinking, exercising regularly and avoiding bad habits.

3. have a goal in life, for this will give u motivation and energy.

4. take life as it comes, and accept the bitter and the sweet.

5. live in present, with no regret for the past and no anxiety about tomorrow that has not come yet.

6. think hard about any action or decision, and do not blame anyone else for ur decision or its consequences.

7. look at those who are worse off than u

8. have the habit of smiling and being cheerful, and keep company with optimistic people.

9.strive to make others happy so that u may benefit from the atmosphere of happiness.

10. make the most of occasion of happiness and joy, and regard then as necessary to renew ur own happiness.

~frustation is your worst enemy , for it has the power to destroy peace of mind~

go mineralogy!

Exam moDE:

2009-06-06T13:20:00.007+08:00

final exam start next week on Tuesday.

Tuesday: Sedimentology
Wednesday: Geophysics
Thursday: Paleontology n Structural geology

3 days gap; and then the last paper..Mineralogy.
..Mapping got no final paper..all depends on field trip assignments..

hurmm..this sem we hv only one week study week.. not like prevoius2 sem...got two weeks to prepare..

but..that's not the reason to escape.i hv to score no matter wut..alhamdulillah i pass all my practical exams..

gala nyte last monday was great..Thank u Allah..everything went smoothly tho there were so many unorganize matter backstage..

..pray me luck.!i dun want to repeat any paper...not even supplementary ..i wnt to hv a very nice holiday wit family n frens back in west msia.

n also to my frens n juniors n seniors....gud luck in final exams..!chaiyoookkkkkk.

taKe cAre of yOur h.E.a.R.t

2009-05-27T07:56:00.006+08:00

im in a never-ending busyy month.
however...problems still come over to 'hye' me..
well..basically my prob is just 1/3 of it..the rest r not mine..just hd sum chat n help those who need it..

i dun noe y..the atmosphere is getting depress..darker n colder..huhu..we r all bz wit prac exams..assignments..events..but still need tym to solve sum problems..maybe sum got internal bleeding or sumthing..i noe it hurts..bt we hv to b strong n move on..return to Allah swt n everything will b just fine..

care less of others..n wutever they r thinking of..the most important thing is yOu!..ignore wutever ppl talk about u..wutever assumptions they make..just noe that it's only between u n Allah swt..n only He noes wutever inside. hv sumtym to read La Tahzan
clean the soul could relief sum stress..

usually..when sumthing occured..ppl around make it worst..un-supportive frens..n those who just feel enjoy to watch fights or conflicts..
y be happy for other's unhappiness..? ur turn will come..uve to be ready for it..anytym Allah swt wants it to happen...it happen. dun be superior for own or getting the world...for all are just temporary n never last..

oh..forgot to tell about me..i got this..su'uzon prob..always happen..but it will b gone soon..insyaAllah..
i dunno how to announce that i dun lyk if ade ppl still kaitkan me n my ex. it's over.im over it. it's been a long tym i nvr tot of it anymore..if ppl tink i still got heart for him..it's totally wrong. n it's so annoying if they laugh n at the same tym act like i care if they talk about the ex n the current gf..konon2nye i'll get mad or sumthing..isn't that irrational n childish? go ahead guys..i dun care...i just assume u ppl as those who don't understand..may Allah swt fix it by His will..

he has nothing for me to be respect of..from my point of view lah..from wut ive gone thru..n wutever he did that hurt me too much smpai i cn be really sure..how can i want such person? but now, ive clear all the hatred n revenge n begin to hv a new good relationship with him. i dun care about who he's with. i dun tink i hv prob with the girl either..even wit the few girlss before the current one. n i really hope that ppl in the community will gv positive support..not try to make fun n laugh for the past history n creates unhealty atmosphere in here..not everything can be a joke.

Sabda Rasulullah SAW, "Ketahuilah bahawa di dalam badan ada seketul daging, apabila ia baik, baiklah badan seluruhnya dan apabila ia rosak, rosaklah sekaliannya, ketahuilah! Itulah yang dikatakan hati." (Hadis Riwayat Al-Bukhari Muslim)

remember dengki? and this..

it's a song..=]

2009-05-21T20:06:00.007+08:00

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

end sem busynesss..

2009-05-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

erk..my sister need my update...so it's kind of forcing me to write a new post here.mmm.ok

~ final exam is too near..practical exams n assignments are too much ryte now. i dunno when can i stdy..

~ but i still can find tym to play badminton..Sayyaf ask me to b his partner for mix double..n m quite interested..so i said yes! we lose but not too bad lah..this is my first tournament after several years..n m very nervous.

thnx to sayyaf for being a patient coach n sory i didnt perform very well.=p

~ m trying to finish a book..title 'don't cry'.a very good book for muslim teenagers..written Fadlan Al-Ikhwani..which was a teenager when he wrote this book. it's in indonesian accent so i dun really understand the words but still cn get the point.

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i follow this blog Laman Seri Maya Persada the writer provides useful thoughts n guide..muslim way of life.

lots of dramas happening around me..this tym, m not the actress.alhamdulillah.hehehheeh.

typical title for all dramas r 'love'. a very common topic for teenagers. most ppl at this age act like they r so desperately need someone as ttm(teman tp mesra) or boyfriend or girlfriend..i was one of them. but now i tink m wiser..i dun need such relationship..i dunno y..i kind of get used with my single life..but i dun even feel bored or empty..im content with many things.err..

i just wanna say that...it's human nature to fall in love..it's never wrong to fall in love. but islam frame love with marriage..which is the best way to enjoy the love feeling as u love because of Allah swt..not because of lust.

it's sad to not being able to make people understand yet have the strength to think n decide. it's too sad to see someone u love practicing the wrong way..

but that's life. we can't force people to follow our way. we can only pray for the best.

mm..m tinking of writing sumthing ...bt mybe later...after submit sedi logging assignment.~

it's over...

2009-04-25T19:51:00.002+08:00

cant believe the field trip is over...

huu..one d*mn hectic week.

but tot me a lot of self discipline.

sleep early, wake up early, nvr forget mathurat, jemaah prayer..study n discussion.dear lecturers were great..but sumtyms it's so confusing when they keep on arguing..huhh..

mm..thnx to my dear -one week- rumate: mirah, yana, jay, tc, and asha. unluckily..we hv no time to pillow talk. hehe.

came back yesterday..miss my bed so much.!huhu

reviewing the field trip..i gain lots of knowledge..at least, now m kind of good in measuring the strike n dip, a fundamental basic theory i just know after 1 n half year of learning.grrr.

the whole week was not really good..but not really bad. it's just..OK. the hecticness was worst than OBS, for me. i also learn to work in grup of people im not really close with..which is good..to get to know new frens.=]. n also..to cope with a kind of person which is too complicated, sometimes selfish n weird... which sometimes the annoyingness is unbearable..but for the sake of my study, i really hv to be patient n keep on muuuving.! a big thnx to shahul, he worked hard for this group,n sorry for not being really helpful at field..=[

the weather was so hotttt!walking thru the jungle with mud n taik kelawar was better than walking along the roadside..full of nice outcrops but dehydrate me like crazy.lucky me..i didnt get migrain..just hd minor headache due to too tired.mm..the longest walking distance is 10 km..2nd day..in niah cave.but it's even worst working in 5th day outcrop tepi kubur.Lambir-road even tho it's only few kms from the chalet...coz it's hot like he**.

after all...everything was just fine. thank u Allah..for giving such bless along the field trip period.!

btw..i tink m a bad fren.=[

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a little correction

2009-04-15T00:51:00.005+08:00

hmmm. it's better not to read my blog if u dun understand me n wut ive gone thru all my life.

i dun write for readers. i write for me, my satisfaction, my understanding, and my hope.

i dun judge people, i noe the person i wrote about. i didnt even said the person is sinful, coz it's not my authority to judge whether the person is sinful or not. i just want others to tink. not to make assumptions. i want ppl to understand. not to misunderstand. but y shud i bother thinking about ppl's assumption? coz u dun even hv any right to judge my writing , my thinking, n myself as a sin coz u r not HIM. it was, n never will be between me n u, it's between me n Allah swt. so, syuh2.i dun need such reader.

$empurna?

2009-04-11T09:18:00.003+08:00

i was hormonal few days back..which is normal for every woman i guess.

mmm..so..i hope ppl won't assume anything bout something that made me sad. im ok. im over it.yes i loved him. but the hatred overweigh the love which equal to..no love at all. m just weird at that tym y ppl support such buaya like him. im not anyone to say this this, but i really tink that he doesnt deserve a good girl.not until..he realize what love is.he is so much like an immature litte boy.how cn ppl not see this? pls b more observant people!

errkk.umm.sorry if i over react or emotional.

what if..a person tinks he's enuff of what he is? looking for someone who can accept him as he is..? what a person wud say this..im good+bad=im equal(balance).oh please la sedar..m so risau bout the adeks.hope Allah swt will protect her.

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hmm..it's tuition free week..so..there's so many tym to tink bout the unimportant stuff.huhuh..things i write doesnt bother me as much as things i cant write...i cnt write y m so so happy!..tho i noe this won't last.but at least, i hv a reason to smile.=]

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y depend on people?

2009-04-06T02:04:00.006+08:00

not everyone realize..yet understands the real meaning of being a muslim. To search for the truth is always my passion. seeking for the reason why..n why..people these days(including me)..become so cruel to themselves. (zalim = tidak meletakkan sesuatu pada tempatnya)

some people tink that happiness is the destiny of life? is it true?..hmm..different people hv different view of happiness...

-those who doesnt hv gf tink they'll be happy if they hv one.

-those who've done lots of sins tink they'll be happy if they havent did thos sins.

- those who dun hv much money tink they'll be happy if they r rich

n lots n lots more..we never feel enuff of having wut Allah swt had given us.people r always like that...why?

alone..lonely..n loneliness...why r we always need someone to fill in the emptiness...?we do we need someone to help us n solve our problems..why we never gv up on jumping from one to another..just to find the temporary happiness? why go far..if we cn just sit n pray for everything that we want..seek from Him the one who never betray u n loves u no matter what.

why keep on doing mistakes when u noe it's not right..why dun have a moment..flash back on wut uve done..regret.n improve.not easy tho..bt it cn be done.why stay on that track...u r the reason for any change in ur life. not other people. why depends on people to change ursev? one had told me that he needs someone better to change him..huu..i observed him..n always noe..he'll nvr change..never learn..if the will doesnt come from his deepest heart.

why?

lets tadabur these verse n tink. this verse is also good for rizk.

Al-Imran (26-27)

قُلِ اللَّهُمَّ مَالِكَ الْمُلْكِ تُؤْتِي الْمُلْكَ مَن تَشَاء وَتَنزِعُ الْمُلْكَ مِمَّن تَشَاء وَتُعِزُّ مَن تَشَاء وَتُذِلُّ مَن تَشَاء بِيَدِكَ الْخَيْرُ إِنَّكَ عَلَىَ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ قَدِيرٌ ﴿

Say, `O Allâh! the Lord of all power, You grant power to whomsoever You will and take away power from whomsoever You please, and confer honour and dignity on whomsoever You will and disgrace whomsoever You will. All good lies in Your hand. Verily, You are the Possessor of full power to do all You will, (3 : 26)

تُولِجُ اللَّيْلَ فِي الْنَّهَارِ وَتُولِجُ النَّهَارَ فِي اللَّيْلِ وَتُخْرِجُ الْحَيَّ مِنَ الْمَيِّتِ وَتُخْرِجُ الَمَيَّتَ مِنَ الْحَيِّ وَتَرْزُقُ مَن تَشَاء بِغَيْرِ حِسَابٍ ﴿٢٧

You cause the night to merge into the day and cause the day to merge into the night, and bring forth the living from the dead and bring forth the dead from the living, and provide (all sorts of provisions) to whomsoever You will without measure.' (3: 27 )

something to share:

With patience comes victory, with distress comes relief, with hardship comes ease.

the Birth daY.=]

2009-03-28T01:42:00.004+08:00

I AM SELF OBSESS.=P

she was born on 25th March 1988 at 11.36 pm in University Hospital,KL.

the last child in the family.cute (mase baby la).=p

huhuhuhu.cant believe thats me! y am i so x comel skrg.down.=[

hmm...firstly thnx to everyone who wish me on

my bday. tq so

much. hee..feel so happy that day.

though there's no more suprise bday party or any prank for me. i still feel so hepy n appreciated.

special thanx to tc, asha, jay n mus, n dear peeya.hhuhu..these people gv me special wishes.

thanx to the parents as well...deliver me n t8 gud care of me until today.=]. n sisters who wish me after abah remind them.hehhe.=p

many people wish me ' hope jmpe jodoh yg baik n kawin cepat'.huhu.amINNN.

there's one wish from this one person..i was deeply touched. thnx dear fren, cant believe u wish me.=]

okey..thats all...im 21 now.getting older n wiser..perhaps.heeeeeee...but tc said im even more immature after my bday.sudahlaaa kau tc.wek.=p

the life

2009-03-22T21:51:00.004+08:00

hope everyone enjoy the family day+welcoming gath+special general meeting held this morning.

as for me, i tink m very messy handling the registeration counter. sorry to everyone.=[

i'll improve mysev.=p

it was fun...huhuhuhu..the fear factor cuisine was crazy...haha.i dunno how can others swallow everything in.

am i having fun? yes. looking fwd the next event! gala nyte~.

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rahsia hati. sofea dedicate me this song. i loike it.

mmm...the lyrics r meaningful kan.

...decide not to tink too much about the unimportant...gud luck syarifah.!

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the spirit is getting stronger...dear raudhatus sakinah's..gud luck.!

' cast away all discouraging thoughts that make u feel helpless, and focus on success, then u will never fail'

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clasmates....we r goin to be busy this week.get ready!!!!

hope that Allah swt will gv me the bless of time so that i can finish all the given task by the due date.insyaAllah.

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pray that everything goes right. but if it isn't, i always noe where to turn to.

hmm..futsal..

2009-03-19T00:20:00.003+08:00

huuu...da abes assignment due for this week.lega nak mati..

mm..PDC lost all games. but 2 games was gud.only the first one i felt so stupid.

the position was wrong. sorry coach. but this is true. we've been playing for almost 2 years..only the 1st sem syah help us.huhu..the other sems..we r on our own kn..remember?

so..i tink it's better to decide oursev..who cn play which position. but...it's just ok..everyhting was ok..at least no injuries. n thanx to coach jgk..for supporting us. SITH was very good..like always..=]

oh..gud luck 4 tomorrow people!

hatiku tidak salamah..

2009-03-13T01:09:00.004+08:00

aku punya cinta yg saaangat byk.

tapi hatiku tidak salamah?

aku saangat ingin menjadi seorg yg salim.

punya hati yg salamah.

aku terlaaalu menyayangi sehingga membuatkan aku benci.

tp aku tidak begitu kejam utk berdendam.

aku ingin sekali difahami

tp..

aku da tade idea..nnti nk tnye sifu asha.

aku dah terinfluence dgn wordings aishahwho. aku x suke berbahasa sbnrnye.hakhakhak

nk wat tag yana...tp album aku full ngn gmbr2 buruk ku. tidak secomel gmbr liyana.=[

oh..hepy bday mau!..seronok tgk mau digari....n berbau busok..penangan telur basi..wekk.aku pn termuntah td.

aku tidak ke daurah.bkn kerana aku x mahu ke daurah. tp aku x mampu.this week aku sgt byk bermain juge byk ke aktiviti agama juge byk assignment. aku rs sgt penat tp aku xthn nk main futsal n 'rugbi sentuhan'.salah ke? mm..da byk ari aku x dpt nikmat mkn. tp aku mkn. tp..tapela..Allah syg org yg lapar kn..yg sedih..

oh..aku miss parents aku. aku mungkin anak plg sensitip.everytime kol mak musti berlinang air mata..walopon tgh gembire.haih.pelik jgk aku nih.

mmm...nnti ade field trip..gune duit sniri?uni apekah ini..aku pn x phm asal uni x cover cost field trip. kenelaaaa mnx ngn abah lg..nnti akak2 ckp aku suke mengahbiskan duit mak abah..walopon betul..aku tadela teruk sgt sbnrnye..aku ni jimat jgk orgnye.=p

sebenarnye..aku blum siap sedi..hsemate aku pn pelik dgn keadaan aku yg ala2 rilex tp cuak sbb x siap kije lg..dorg da jauhhhhhh tinggal aku.tp tape..insyaAllah siap.

moge2 masatoshi x strict sgt bg mark...aminnn.

hoPes n dreaMs.

2009-03-09T03:41:00.006+08:00

firstly, sorry if the title hv nothing to do wit the content.=p

last week was hectic.lucky me i didn't go to Bekenu. heard it was fun..but..i dun feel regret

either.huhu.see la..if next tym ade lg..n im free..then..i'll go.=]

there r loads of assignmentss..n loads of study materials..which i dun hv enuff tym to go thru all of them. but i'll try.

yesterday was asha bday but she's not ere.m so lookin fwd to see her tomorrow.! today is islah's bday..but m not one of the prank-er.huu.

yesterday, i went to Peryatim..spent some times wit the orphans playing badminton n 'kaki tiga' n borak2.huhu..i met this one girl..form 1..she's so excited meeting kakak2. i borak2 wit her...she told me she loves reading..she finished reading 'limpahan darah di sungai semur'. literature novel, from 1. i still remember ive never read any of malay literature novel. i only read the

summary during exam week. huu..m so shock that this girl finished reading the book in just a few days. i went home after maghrib, n she sempat ask me to come again n bring her books n teach her english. hmm..m so touch by her enthusiasticness...so, before went back, me, k.ada, k.jam, n mirah stop at the bookstore to buy sum stuff n did bought her two story books.murah but i hope she's hepy.!=p

im reading a very interesting book ryt now.

title: YOU CAN BE THE HAPPIEST WOMAN IN THE WORLD.a treasur chest of reminder.

auhtor: Dr 'A'id al -Qarni.

a motivational book..full of great quotation n a perfect company for a woman.=].it's from the surau..err..sorry circuit.

mm..m sorry for wutever i did that hurt anybody.we r still fren, we'll always be.

'Be content with that which Allah has decreed for you, and you will be the richest of people.'

syarifah is not yet ready

2009-02-24T00:36:00.006+08:00

i accidentally miss the first class...mineralogy...m kind of sad coz nobody kejut me. not many people noe my other num so..those who noe also didnt kejut me. huhu.but nvr mind lor..me n my hsemate didnt even prepare for the class as we tot there's no lab for this week.

haih..luckily there r toooo many people in my class to fit in the lab..so..mr naga x perasan sgtla those who takde..kot.=p

btw, i dun noe when can i write new post..jadual klas x fix lg..n aplus pn da nk start meeting..n my usrah oso already got plan for the whole sem.

umm..i miss la..the few moments last week.hmm.

later k..tata

masihkah kau ingat..

2009-02-16T17:06:00.003+08:00

2009!..

hmm..rasenye blom terlambat nk wish hepi new year..=p

my compaq laptop osak last year..so, i bought a new dell.

tp luckily aku smpt burn gmbr2 dlm cd. gmbr2 since mule2 dtg miri..2006-2007. sgt byk. masetu...byk aktiviti..gi men futsal pn amek gmbr.skng nie..cm jarang r..just bile ade ape2 event je amek gmbr..kn kwn2?..mm.skng neh..nk amek gmbr member pon pk dlu..'ape kes aku nk amek pic mamat/minah die..membazir space jekk..'=p

so..td aku pn tgkla gmbr2 lame..1st tym tgk after 1 year burn.huhu..mm..rs hepi sgt tgk gmbr tu..sbb sumenye hepi belaka..leh imagine situation at dat tym.never will i forget..fresh faces..happily smiling..rse riang gembire tibe2 hati yg lara neh..cewah.

tulah gunenye gmbr..flash back bittersweet memories. after all...for the bitter part,aku x regret..apepon yg pernah terjadi..dats wut made me a better person.for the sweeeet part..im so hepy to remember those moments..huhu...frankly..aku xpnh rase enjoy gile cm kt miri nih exspecially 1st year kt sane r..even zaman high skol aku pon x sebest cmni sbnrnye..bg org lain mybe zaman skolah best gile kn..tp bg aku r..life aku kt miri r yg plg best pon..kt skolah dulu best gkla..tp byk tension..sbb kwn2 la..sbb stdy yg turun naik..depressed gile bile pointer jatuh sume..hmm..tp kt miri aku rs best cm nk nangis.hahaha..over la plak kn..

maybe sbb tym foundation dulu rilex gile..study pon ala2 xnk stdy je..(aku jela kot)..hahaha..so..bwat aktiviti paper pon layan je..x pk sgt pon psl hw ke exam ke..janji pass sudah..lgpon sume subjek2 yg da blaja upper form dulu kn..cewah..tp result aku x gempak pon.=p..tp aku x pnh sedeyh pn result aku x gempak..nape eh..pelik ni..

hmm..tp skrg..bile da msk degree..msg2 da bwat hal msg2..sibuk ngn stdy n ect..bond between us..lately became weaker..tol ke tak assumption a.k.a ape yg aku rase r..mybe sbb byk konflik..?or..kite da semakin dewasa?

hmm..apepon..sebagai seorg yg penyayang..aku nk confess sket kt sini yg..aku mmg syg kwn2/klasmate aku...xtau r pesal..sebagaimana yg penah aku ckp kt STE dulu..aku syg sgt korg..=p.nape ye..adekah korg baik sgt?best sgt ke korg?korg comel?hmm..bukan bersebab....x kesahla korg cmne pon....

i'll upload sum of the pics nnti yeh..daa..

25 things about me!..=]

2009-02-11T22:19:00.003+08:00

25 things about me!..=]

1. im a sensitive..soft-hearted person.i love my fren easily..but it's kind of hard for me to trust someone.

2. i love babies..was planning to hv one by final year..huhu..tp mybe x dpt kot.=[

3. i enjoy outdoor activities

4. i listen to almost anything..but i prefer..jazz..n country songs..

5. im single.=]

6. the next guy in my life is my hubby.

7. im the last child in the family....im not really manje..but im very close to the parents and siblings.

8. i found new hobby..sewing..(just like my mother). already made a baju kurung n a blouse.=]

9. i enjoy cooking n cleaning the house..especially when i got problems..

10. i wud like to befriend with my ex which i found hard n a bit weird.n sumtyms his eyes seems like juling when talking to me.=D

11. im suFFering frm migrain..i cnt bare too hot /too cold...stress..

12. i dun really like facebook.

13. my sister accidently broke my left leg when i was 3.no big deal..i cn still sprint 100m.=p

14. i miss my bebe( a bear given by sumone) damn much..im sorry..i hd to giv u away..=~[

15. mm..my happiest moment..had become my worst memories..i just wnt to erase them all if i cud..=[

16. im a pesimist sumtimes..but i always try to b an optimist.

17. i don't like staying at home..n sleeping all day.

18. im a very observant kind of person.

19. i hv to attend usrah every week...or else..i'll mess up.

20. my dream is to hv a simple lyf..wit a great hubby and beautiful kids!

21. i love nescafe..but ive to cut it off..cause it will cause me migrain.

22. i eat a lot when there r sambals. but i cnt take much of it as i hv sinus.

23. i'll become crazy in 5720 wit housemate..nobody will ever imagine how crazy i cn be..huhu

24. i stay at home wit only mak n abah..oh..not to forget, ingrid..an old,alone,cnt stop meow-ing, manje cat of my kazen which my family need to take care of.

25. when given any task,i dont talk much. i only speak out when i tink i really need to. i dun lyk to argue wit bossy people. so, better shut up n do things on my own.

wah..it was so seronok taking sumtyms thinking about myself.huhu.

mm..frens tag me on facebook.but i just dont feel like posting anything on facebook.sowi eh.

It was never between you and them!

2009-02-07T01:03:00.004+08:00

i feel bad lately..=[.byk sgt lintasan hati yg x baik towards other ppl.huu..istighfar byk2 syarifah!=p

this wordings help me a bit.=]

IT WAS NEVER BETWEEN YOU AND THEM:

People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.

If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.

The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.

The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.
Think big anyway.

People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.
Fight for a few underdogs anyway.

What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.

People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.
Help people anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, there may be jealousy;
Be happy anyway.

Give the world the best you have and you’ll get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you have anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

Allah did not promise that the way would be easy..But He did promise that..He would be with u in every single step of ur life..as long as u want Him to.=]

gosip dan dengki

2009-01-10T15:48:00.004+08:00

Apabila ada berita tidak baik tersebar..semaklah terlebih dahulu.

Apabila tergerak di hati kita untuk berburuk sangka atau mencari dan menyebarkan gosip berkenaan org lain, letakkanlah diri kita di tempatnya. Nescaya kita benci tindakan sedemikian dilakukan ke atas diri kita tanpa mengira sama ada sangkaan atau gosip tersebut benar atau tidak. Maka dengan itu, tahanlah diri drpd berburuk sangka atau mencari dan menyebarkan gosip.

Apabila ada berita tidak baik yg tersebar, semaklah terlebih dahulu. Jika ia adalah dusta, maka wajib kita membela dan membersihkan nama saudara kita yg dianiaya oleh berita tersebut. Jika ia adalah benar, maka wajib kita menasihati saudara kita yg tersilap itu dengn cara yg tersembunyi, lemah-lembut, dan hikmah.

Ingin ditambah bahawa berburuk sangka dan mencari-cari gosip di kalangan sesama umat Islam adalah sesuatu yg dilarang. Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda: ‘berhati-hatilah kalian terhadap buruk sangka kerana sesungguhnya ia adalah perkataan yg paling dusta. Dan jgnlah saling mencari-cari khabar kesalahan, jgnlah saling memata-matai, jgnlah saling meninggikan harga utk menarik perhatian pembelu, jgnlah saling mendengki, jgnlah saling membelakangi. Wahai para hamba Allah! Jadilah kalian bersaudara!’ [Shahih al-Bukhari, no:6066]

Seterusnya, apabila saudara kita memiliki sesuatu kelebihan seperti ilmu, kedudukan, kemasyhuran atau harta, maka letakkanlah diri kita di tempatnya. Nescaya kita bergembira dan bersyukur apabila di kalangan saudara kita ada yg diberi atau memiliki suatu kelebihan.

Lawan kepada sikap ini ialah DENGKI. Dengki ialah membenci apa2 kelebihan yg dimiliki saudara kita. Sikap dengki menyebabkan kita merasa hanya diri kita saja yg layak memiliki kelebihan tersebut dan bukannya saudara kita. Sikap dengki ialah dia membenci untuk saudaranya apa yg dia cintai utk dirinya. Sikap dengki juga ialah enggan memberi kpd manusia apa yg dia suka diberikan kepadanya. Oleh itu berhati-hatilah dgn kedengkian kerana ia adalah isyarat kecacatan iman dan factor penghalang drpd syurga Allah s.w.t.

Sikap dengki adalah suatu penyakit hati yg amat merbahaya sehingga Allah s.w.t. mengajar kita sebuah doa khas untuk menjauhinya: ‘ Wahai Tuhan Kami! Ampunkanlah dosa kami yg mendahului kami dlm iman, dan jgnlah Engkau jadikan dlm hati perasaan hasad dengki dan dendam terhadap org2 yg beriman. Wahai Tuhan Kami! Sesungguhnya Engkau Amat Melimpah Belas kasihan dan Rahmat-Mu.’ [Surah al- Hasyr, ayat 10]

Buat renungan dan peringatan buat diri sendiri..dan juga sahabat2.

Jgnlah kita cemari kasih-syg yg telah Allah beri sejak mula hingga kini dgn berburuk sangka dan berhasad dengki. Hendaknya kita saling memperingati dan saling mencintai saudara seislam. Hidup di dunia penuh dgn onak dn duri. Nmpknya cantik tetapi pastinya pedih di kemudian hari.Kegembiraan dunia tidak menjamin apa2 utk kehidupan abadi di akhirat kelak.

pasting asha's

2008-12-23T15:24:00.002+08:00

having so much in mind....hormonal..disturbia..huhuhuhu..byk tol masalah pompuan neh.haih.

hmm..this one poem from asha really touch me inside..=p..so i decided to paste it here..plus i dunno wut to write..hehe

love at first sight, i believe no
lovers come, lovers go
if i leave, im not romeo
maybe just another gigolo

im not a man anymore
hopes i grow and then i throw
mankind couldn't be such low
she just couldn't take much more

curse on me to kill her feeling
happy with new one, but she's dying
great love's within me, her tears flowing
i care but i have a brand new darling

this poem reflects every brokenhearted women...isn't it.so was me.

miGraIn or geNius?

2008-11-23T09:56:00.001+08:00

migrain.my biggest enemy.huhu.last exm week was hectic.ive tried my very best to manage time for stdy, rest, n fun tym.

afterall..i tink,i did it well.hehe..mom said..dun stdy too much..huhu..becoz she doesn't wnt me to suffer fr migrain-->take lots of painkiller-->make worst of mysev. hmm.i cannot stdy too much..how cn i score?

Allah s.w.t will help us as long as we hope n pray to Him..the only Him.my mom said. yeap...dats undeniable isnt it.

i always make sure i hd enuff sleep(8hours) per day.i stdy half day(make fully use of it) n the rest of the tym..i rest(poye2). it works. ive reduced the dose of painkillers@panadol.

i stop stdying at least an hour before exm..not even discussing..i hd some nap. ppl might see see me as a cool person..or lazy..or bajet bgs..heuheuehue..bt i dun care...as long as i cn avoid stress..which will later lead to Migrain.

during chem exm..i got migrain..bt luckily..i still cn answer most of the qs.thnk u Allah.even during geology 102(structural geology) i suffer frm flu.huu..it's damn adventurous..struggling with flu...essays..and drawings..during the most critical unit's exm. i answer very fast...n get out of the room very early. some pple may tink m too genius cn answer very fast..n some my tink m bajet like always..haha..n some may be pity of me..tgk me not feeling well lyk dat...but the truth is..alhamdulillah i cn do all..but maybe not as successful as others..n i need to go out early becoz i cannot stand the pain..plus m ashame of mysev making noises along the exam period..coughing n sneezing.huhu..gross.

i always wnt to be a smart student..very hardworking..the one who cn work best under pressure..n a person who is very determine in study..but i just can't.huhu.it's fated.isn't it?

i cn only try my best..i wnt to live longer..i herd stress will lead to cancer..i easily get stress out..so ive to manage my stress level very well. family's health history was scary.huhu.i dunt really burst out no matter how big my problem is..i usually keep problems inside..no wonder i got migrain...

i may not get the best of everything in my life.but all i noe is i'll make the best out of everything i hv in life..=)

2008-11-13T23:09:00.005+08:00

test papers..mlsnyer nk stdy blk.urghhh

hoaa..full mark..mm..my retest paper neh.=p

ya Allah...m so tired to stdy chemistry..i envy asha coz she cn happily edit her blog while i suffer stdying chemistry bcoz geo 108's impact havn't leave me yet.

i envy my sister n cousins oso becoz they cn blogging always no matter how bz they r.hukhuk

y shud we take chem 144 final test????????x phm...supposed we dun hv to.haih..pelik tol curtin neh.hmm..can't wait to finish chemistry 144...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2008-10-26T10:32:00.004+08:00

life was so busy lately...nxt week is stdy week..but still need to submit field trip report n paleo lab on monday.

hh..

ive been thinking of writing this after got back from usrah last week..but im so tired to start typing..

it's about love.huhu..'marahiluttafa u'li bissyahadatain' (tahapan berinteraksi dengan syahadat)

the first level is 'love'.to grow the love for Allah s.w.t...'almahabbah'.or in hindustan we usually heard mohabbatein..it's the same meaning.=]

hmm..talking about true love. i read sumwhere..saying dat true love nie..we need to grow it..it will nvr come easily..n it's not like love yg suddenly dtg..like wut we always herd..tibe2 rase cinta?wek..so..not true.=p

cinta n kasih sayang tu sume dtg dr Allah s.w.t.we cannot stop it. but we hv to remind oursev dat we need to get control over that feeling..bukn that feeling yg control kite. this is when Allah s.w.t cn test us..how kite handle nikmat Allah s.w.t. kalo kita x misused nikmat Allah s.w.t ni insyaAllah berkekalan..

emm..rasenye cm dh slh topic..huhu.but it's related la gk kn.

how to grow the love? bwat sesuatu kerana-Nya..tinggalknlah ape2 yg bukan kerana Dia..it's not easy tho..but try.it cn be done.=]

there r few other levels..but m tired to write all about it..hehe.~

what im trying to say here is: mm..cintailah Allah s.w.t...nescaya kite akan redha dgn ketentuannya..smoge Dia juga redha akn kita..

hmm...smoge ape yg dikarutkn ini..ade pointnyer..=p

as a reminder, to myself...n to whoever that gonna read this post..;)

c.i.s raya celebration!

2008-10-12T21:11:00.006+08:00

c.i.s stand for curtin islamic society.

last saturday we had this annual raya celebration but this is the best raya celebration ive ever seen since last 2 years.huhu..seronok sgt.=)lalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaa.=D

kwn2 ku..hehe..

girls my tableangless...huhu..tc, me n asha

enjoy sungguh aku mlm tuh..haha..blk umah tros pengsann kepenatan..hehe

penatnyerr..hukhuk

2008-10-08T20:54:00.002+08:00

huuu..so penat this week. last nite i finished 2 assgments..environmental geology n structural..it's fun but so tiring..wut to do..ive to pay for my lazyness..always do last minute..plus im not feeling well few days back..migrain..flu..cold..sorethroat..huu..pity me.=[

back in miri..this week onward will be the most busyest period of this sem..just imagine we hv to chase the tym to complete all topic..test..f.trip..final exam..haih..

i feel so empty inside..mybe because ive so many works..always daydreaming..enjoy life too much..jiwang aje..these all makes me spent too little tym to be close to HIM..plus..it's already syawal..that's what usually happen to muslims..after ramadhan past. life gets back to 'normal'.huuuu..

current condition: m hepyyy???huhuh.probably
status: single??probably

conclusion? no conclusion..im not ready for any transition state..hehe.but im hepy for wut i currently have..thank u Allah!

this is my boy!

picS raya.=]

2008-10-08T18:56:00.005+08:00

sElamat ari raya to all. da lmbt ke? br raye-8 meh..huhu

these r few pics tym raya+blk kg aritu..huhu...this year's raya not bad loh..tho not all of the family members gather, this raya still got its own meaning for me.

yana n family still in london..miss u guys so much. other cousins pon raya overseas jgk. anak2 dara only me, dhani, k.yong, k.ijan, bibi n aji..but still..sonok je gosip2.huhuhuhu.

the most happiest people during raya was budak2..my nephews loh..haih. but being an adult also no bad la..got lots of duit raya..(thanx to my akak2 n auntie2 n uncle2.)=p

m sory to all my frens...coz i didn't wish any of u guys during raya..sowi sgt..pity izafi..she called me when i was waiting at lcct for my nxt flight to miri.huhu..sik smpt jmpa gik raya nie.

Selamat ari raye..a pose from me.=p family pic s:
mak,tok,abah
k,ijan,me n k.teh's family cmnila baby raye..tdo saje kakakku..noty boy the only pic wit dhanie..x smpt nk bergmbrme, aji n bibi.hehe.comel kan kami.
aku di pagi raye..ptg raye..melarikan diri dari budak....x larat nk kepong dorg..

hepy yet sad?..n epy again.

2008-09-23T00:49:00.002+08:00

hepy again hepy..dun noe y. but so hepy. yet sad? hmmm..sad for sumone..for a fren who's nvr want to change..who's not yet discover the truth of all the truth..who's nvr learnt from mistakes done before..but i'll always pray for this fren. may Allah s.w.t help him..finding the right path.=]

oh..back to my hepynesss. m goin back home this thursday. i'll be hving a week off 'study life'...but still not totally free coz we got assignmentss to do. but at least..i'll be very much hepy to be with my baby nephew..harraz..hayyan..n akil..m not sure akmal goin back or not.ohh..sorry to my nieces..miss them oso..fina, rosa n nisa.=p..

cant wait to mee my parents..miss them so much..yet worried bout my dad's condition..herd him gettin better but still..x caye coz he always lie bout his condition.huu...n.hmm...lookin fwd meeting my k.ijan..my crazy-unstable sister..oh..new hot storiess...urgghh..gilak la kakakku.

haih..okla..i need sum sleep..esk nk sahur pulak..

oh..hepy day?

2008-09-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

today...

chem test was fine. =]
mm..i miss somebody
sumbody hurts me b4 class just now..bt it's ok..hormonal act jer neh.
geo lab was...ok..not bad.today im good.
iftar @ hikmah..n then usrah.
so...hepy @ usrah..got my new tafsir quran.hehehehhe..n then..i found this one book title: ' how to get angry without feeling guilty' m n asha borrow from there..very interesting i tink..i'll try to finish it by this week..then bg asha plak..
after all...today m very hepy to hv this kind of feeling...dun noe how to describe the feeling..it's just too beautifull..peaceful! ah ha..!

wahai hawa..

2008-09-16T08:51:00.003+08:00

Wahai Hawa, Kenapa..
engkau tak menghargai nikmat Iman dan Islam itu? Kenapa.. mesti engkau kaku dalam mentaati ajaran-Nya? kenapa.. masih segan mengamalkan isi kandungan-nya ? dan kenapa.. masih was-was dalam mematuhi perintah-Nya?

Wahai Hawa, Sedarlah..
Tangan yang mengoncang buaian.. boleh mengoncang dunia, Sedarlah hawa.. kau boleh mengoncang dunia dengan melahirkan manusia yang hebat!! yakni yang Soleh dan Solehah, kau boleh menggegar dunia dengan menjadi isteri yang taat serta memberi dorongan dan sokongan pada suami yang sejati dalam menegakkan Islam di mata dunia.

Tapi hawa..
jangan sesekali kau cuba menggoncang keimanan lelaki dengan lembut tuturmu, dengan ayu wajahmu, dengan lengguk tubuhmu. Jangan kau menghentak-hentak kakimu untuk menyatakan kehadiranmu. Jangan Hawa, jangan sesekali cuba menarik perhatian kaum Adam yang bukan suamimu.. kerana aku khuatir ia mengundang kemurkaan dan kebencian ALLAH. BAHANA!

Ia bisa memberi kegembiraan pada syaitan.. kerana wanita ialah jala syaitan, alat yang di eksploitasikan oleh syaitan dalam menyesatkan kaum Adam. Hawa, Andai engkau masih remaja.. jadilah anak yang Solehah buat kedua ibu bapamu, andai engkau sudah bersuami.. jadilah isteri yang meringankan beban suamimu, andai engkau seorang ibu.. didiklah anakmu sehingga ia tak gentar memperjuangkan Ad-din ALLAH.

Hawa,
Andai engkau belum berkahwin, jangan kau risau akan jodohmu, ingatlah hawa janji TUHAN kita, wanita yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik. Jangan menggadaikan maruahmu.. hanya semata-mata kerana seorang lelaki, jangan memakai pakaian yang menampakkan susuk tubuhmu hanya untuk menarik perhatian dan memikat kaum lelaki, kerana kau bukan memancing hatinya.. tapi merangsang nafsunya.

Wahai Hawa,
Jangan sesekali dikau mulakan pertemuan dengan lelaki yang bukan muhrim kerana aku khuatir dari mata turun ke hati, dari senyuman membawa ke salam, dari salam cenderung kepada pertemuan dan dari pertemuaan... takut lahirnya nafsu kejahatan yang menguasai diri.

Hawa,
Lelaki yang Baik tidak melihat paras rupa, Lelaki yang Soleh tidak memilih wanita melalui keseksiannya, Lelaki yang Warak tidak menilai wanita melalui keayuaannya, kemanjaannya serta kemampuannya menggoncang iman mereka.

Tetapi hawa,
Lelaki yang Baik akan menilai wanita melalui akhlaknya, peribadinya dan ad-dinnya... Lelaki yang Soleh tidak menginginkan sebuah pertemuan dengan wanita yang bukan muhrimnya kerana dia takut menberi kesempatan pada syaitan untuk mengodanya. Lelaki yang Warak juga tak mahu bermain cinta sebabnya dia tahu apa matlamat dalam sebuah hubungan antara lelaki dan wanita yakni perkahwinan. Oleh itu Hawa, Jagalah pandanganmu, jagalah pakaianmu, jagalah akhlakmu, kuatkan pendirianmu...

Andai kata ditakdirkan tiada cinta dari Adam untukmu, cukuplah hanya cinta ALLAH menyinari dan memenuhi jiwamu, biarlah hanya cinta kedua ibu bapamu yang memberi hangatan kebahagiaan buat dirimu, cukuplah sekadar cinta adik beradik serta keluarga yang akan membahagiakan dirimu. Hawa, Cintailah ALLAH.. dikala susah dan senang kerana kau akan memperolehi cinta dari insan yang juga menyintai ALLAH. Cintailah kedua ibu bapamu.. kerana kau akan perolehi keredhaan ALLAH. Cintailah keluargamu.. kerana tiada cinta selain cinta keluarga.

Hawa ,
Ingatanku yang terakhir, biarlah tangan yang menggoncang buaian ini dapat menggoncang dunia dalam mencapai keredhaan ILAHI. Jangan sesekali.. tangan ini juga yang menggoncang keimanan kaum Adam, kerana aku sukar menerimanya dan aku benci mendengarnya.

....i found this article in iluvislam.com...isn't it interesting? it's not easy to apply tho..but at least we cn remind oursev n boost us to be a better n better muslimah. hope that i'll be like one oneday...

2008-09-14T08:29:00.000+08:00

life is gud n dandy now....but there are few things which r quite disturbing..i ask few people..every each of them gve me different opinions..im much more confused...i don't know whether what m doin now is the right thing to do..may Allah swt bless me in whatever im doing.

i love the way i am right now. im an independent single women. with few new principles. knowledge. focus. n not to b left.. hopes n dreams..

when it comes to hopes n dreams..again..m confused..hhuhu..i admit dat m still not mentally stable. m very much hepy to b with frens..full of laughter n love...but yet m afraid of things dat will happen next.

i hate to talk about guys. im just so tired and enough having 1 failure. m not looking for next. i believe there is no real love. there is no love at first sight. there is no first love. or whatsoever annoying thoughts of love. huhuhu..m not paranoid..m looking fwd meeting sumone new. m just being very careful right now. dats y m full of doubts n that sumtimes not necessary.

hmm...life is so complicated..but i learnt a lot.