Wednesday, May 27, 2009

taKe cAre of yOur h.E.a.R.t

im in a never-ending busyy month.
however...problems still come over to 'hye' me..
well..basically my prob is just 1/3 of it..the rest r not mine..just hd sum chat n help those who need it..

i dun noe y..the atmosphere is getting depress..darker n colder..huhu..we r all bz wit prac exams..assignments..events..but still need tym to solve sum problems..maybe sum got internal bleeding or sumthing..i noe it hurts..bt we hv to b strong n move on..return to Allah swt n everything will b just fine..

care less of others..n wutever they r thinking of..the most important thing is yOu!..ignore wutever ppl talk about u..wutever assumptions they make..just noe that it's only between u n Allah swt..n only He noes wutever inside. hv sumtym to read La Tahzan
clean the soul could relief sum stress..

usually..when sumthing occured..ppl around make it worst..un-supportive frens..n those who just feel enjoy to watch fights or conflicts..
y be happy for other's unhappiness..? ur turn will come..uve to be ready for it..anytym Allah swt wants it to happen...it happen. dun be superior for own or getting the world...for all are just temporary n never last..

oh..forgot to tell about me..i got this..su'uzon prob..always happen..but it will b gone soon..insyaAllah..
i dunno how to announce that i dun lyk if ade ppl still kaitkan me n my ex. it's over.im over it. it's been a long tym i nvr tot of it anymore..if ppl tink i still got heart for him..it's totally wrong. n it's so annoying if they laugh n at the same tym act like i care if they talk about the ex n the current gf..konon2nye i'll get mad or sumthing..isn't that irrational n childish? go ahead guys..i dun care...i just assume u ppl as those who don't understand..may Allah swt fix it by His will..

he has nothing for me to be respect of..from my point of view lah..from wut ive gone thru..n wutever he did that hurt me too much smpai i cn be really sure..how can i want such person? but now, ive clear all the hatred n revenge n begin to hv a new good relationship with him. i dun care about who he's with. i dun tink i hv prob with the girl either..even wit the few girlss before the current one. n i really hope that ppl in the community will gv positive support..not try to make fun n laugh for the past history n creates unhealty atmosphere in here..not everything can be a joke.

Sabda Rasulullah SAW, "Ketahuilah bahawa di dalam badan ada seketul daging, apabila ia baik, baiklah badan seluruhnya dan apabila ia rosak, rosaklah sekaliannya, ketahuilah! Itulah yang dikatakan hati." (Hadis Riwayat Al-Bukhari Muslim)

remember dengki? and this..

Thursday, May 21, 2009

it's a song..=]

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Sunday, May 10, 2009

end sem busynesss..



erk..my sister need my update...so it's kind of forcing me to write a new post here.mmm.ok

~ final exam is too near..practical exams n assignments are too much ryte now. i dunno when can i stdy..

~ but i still can find tym to play badminton..Sayyaf ask me to b his partner for mix double..n m quite interested..so i said yes!  we lose but not too bad lah..this is my first tournament after several years..n m very nervous.
thnx to sayyaf for being a patient coach n sory i didnt perform very well.=p

~ m trying to finish a book..title 'don't cry'.a very good book for muslim teenagers..written Fadlan Al-Ikhwani..which was a teenager when he wrote this book. it's in indonesian accent so i dun really understand the words but still cn get the point.

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i follow this blog Laman Seri Maya Persada the writer provides useful thoughts n guide..muslim way of life.

lots of dramas happening around me..this tym, m not the actress.alhamdulillah.hehehheeh.

typical title for all dramas r 'love'. a very common topic for teenagers. most ppl at this age act like they r so desperately need someone as ttm(teman tp mesra) or boyfriend or girlfriend..i was one of them. but now i tink m wiser..i dun need such relationship..i dunno y..i kind of get used with my single life..but i dun even feel bored or empty..im content with many things.err..

i just wanna say that...it's human nature to fall in love..it's never wrong to fall in love. but islam frame love with marriage..which is the best way to enjoy the love feeling as u love because of Allah swt..not because of lust. 

it's sad to not being able to make people understand yet have the strength to think n decide. it's too sad to see someone u love practicing the wrong way..

but that's life. we can't force people to follow our way. we can only pray for the best.
mm..m tinking of writing sumthing ...bt mybe later...after submit sedi logging assignment.~